- do you know? Sometimes I think it's bad that we so much time together ... ..

 

jiyong looked at her surprised without knowing what to say

 

- excuse me?

 

- You have argued with kiko, because it have been 3 weeks since you can not see her ... , and you have the excuse of the distance ... but jay oppa arrived four days ago to Korea, we supposed to be still together, but I do not know anything about.. him…. , You think that we are still together?

 

jiyong sigh full of concern

 

- You tried to call him?

 

- me ?, why I always have to be the one to do the first step in this ?,

 

chaern sigh with resignation

 

- Perhaps it is kiko who always calls you ?, why I can not find anyone good for me ?, someone who does not do the talks so damn hard ....

 

- Hahahahaha, our conversations are not hard chae

 

jiyong said smiling

 

- Someone who does not see me as a sister too if it can be ....

 

said Chaerin making laugh jiyong

 

but although both laughed a tear had escaped the eyes of Chaerin and now fell down her cheek

 

wordlessly jiyong dry them with his hand, he knows too well how  how much she hates to show people her pain

 

he says nothing, he never says anything because he knows that probably embarrasses her

 

and she done that shell that covers her, to others except to him

 

it was too many chances that she really needed to mourn

 

but she never cried in front of anyone ...

one of the many facts which she was the leader

 

She had to be very badly to mourn with him present

 

among them there had always been a silent pact never said concerning tears

 

one of the rules of the leaders in yg was never show your weakness to the other members

 

if the leader was falling apart what was gonna be of the others

 

but among them there had always been another rule

 

an annulment of the rules between leader and leader

 

- Chae ...

 

- please do not say anything

 

- Okay, but come here

 

he held her in his chest and she cried

 

she took weeks holding back tears and once she started she could not stop

 

hours later both were under a thick blanket on the couch watching netflix

 

- Oppa ....

 

- Mh?

 

- do you have any twin brother who can see me attractive?

 

- hahahahaha

 

- Oppa can you do me a favor?

 

- Mhhh?

 

She grabbed his arm and placed in a way that her upper body was leaning against him

 

Jiyong smiled, he loved that part of her

 

Vulnerable, so eager for affection

 

and so different from the stage cl

 

Chaerin sighed and rubbed her face against his chest

 

- Chae, what happens?

 

- This is good ... now I envy kiko even more ... But I do not want to get you in uncomfortable situations with her, sorry.

 

Chaerin sat up trying to get away from him, but jiyong did not allow it and wrapped his arms around her

 

- She and I broke up last week

 

- Then you are not going to delay it anymore in come back together ... you love each other too much, this is very good aish

 

Jiyong smiled

 

Chaerin was an amazing women

 

-oppa

 

-mh?

 

- do you want something to eat? I am going to cook for you

 

- oyu don't need to chae.... if you want we can call and ask for something good at you fave restaurant

 

- No, I do not want, think it as my payant for letting me use you as my pad

 

jiyong laughed as she took his hand and head to the kitchen

 

He was well known as a bad cook but at least he was expecting to be able to help her in something

 

Chaerin was the perfect wife

 

she had an incredible maternal instinct

 

- Although I do not stand much of something ... I know how to do many things well you know hehe

 

she used to say when she had people who were amazed with her personality,

 

when jiyong wanted to see the white rice was almost done and Chaerin began to create the bibimbap

 

she tiptoed up wanting to catch a spice kitchen cupboard,

 

but she continued without reaching the small jar

 

so here she turned to look and put abandoned puppy face

 

- Oppa ...

 

jiyong laughed as he approached

 

Chaerin stared again, how different he was when he was with kiko

 

- what?

 

jiyong realized Chaerin look and he worried about

 

maybe he had something on his face?

 

- I miss when you smile and laugh like that ...

 

- I'm always laughing!

 

- You have two laughs

 

Chaerin mimicked the posture of jiyong, and she deepened her voice a little

 

- hahaha

 

jiyong laughed at her performance

 

- And then there's this other

 

Chaerin crossed her arms and raised her chin

 

- hehe

 

- Yah! Stop teasing Chaerin

 

- The truth is not mockery is concern ...

 

there was silence when jiyong did not know what to say

 

-chae I…

 

- I did not want to get into something that is not my concern oppa .... but sometimes you seem like a kitten trapped ...

 

- a kitten?

 

- Yes .. the typical kitten climbing a tree by his own intention, and then do not know how to escape or descend ....

 

jiyong sigh, it was not the first time Chaerin told him that he was not the same person with Kiko, that  with her or someone from the company

 

- it is ready, try it

 

she caught with her chopsticks a piece of roll bibimbap and she approached it to his mouth

 

-say ahhhh

 

-ahh

 

they both looked like a fools but that were them off stage

 

sweets lovely a pure relationship

 

-uhhhmmm this is so good chae!!

 

-really? glad you’ll like them oppa! so let’s eat

 

both were clean freaks so they had dinner and clean up all the kitchen

 

and Chaerin said to leave when they saw that it was even passed at dawn

 

-you can stay, you know? you even have a own room….

 

- I do not want to disturb you

 

- You do not bother me so come on I'll help you to put clean sheets

 

-i need to repeat myself, do you have another sibling like you?

 

-yah chaerin why do you want more if you have me?!

 

-you are kiko’s property

 

-maybe but not now

 

-hahahhahaha you're crazy so crazy

 

When they finished arranging the room, he kissed her cheek and closed the door behind him

 

When he wake up

 

She was gone

 

She had made breakfast at the kitchen table with postit

 

In which she had written:

 

- eat me soon -

 

He laughed as he sat down to eat breakfast

 

There was no one like her

 

Ever