-IN THIS WORLD YOU SURVIVED WITHOUT HAVING ?!! NOW!! HOW CAN'T YOU SURVIVED WITHOUT HA??! PLEAASSSEE!!! ENLIGHTEN ME!!?! AND I TOLD YOU BEFORE THAT I WILL GIVE MYSELF AFTER MARRIAGE BECAUSE I BELIVE THAT ITY IS THE BEST GIFT TO YOUR HUSBAND!!?" I shout at him with mixed emotion hatred,jeoulusy. "SO THAT'S THE REASON WHY YOU DIDN'T GIVE YOURSELF TO ME HA!! BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T SEE ME AS YOUR FOREVER!!" he said with a sarcastic tone. "No it's n-n-o-t-t 0 l-i-i-ke that w-h-hat I mmea-- '' he cut me off. "Then why??!" He said. "Because you didn't propose to me! How can I assure that you will marry me after giving myself to you! I know many boys like that only after your ity." I said He didn't answer me but instead he only stare at me for a long time and then walk away. "So I guess it's true he is only after to my ity. How can't I notice his motives. I can't belive I had 4 years relationship to a maniac." i murmured. I decided to go to bar and get drunk to forget 4 6666s