When I read the note, I folded it and kept it, I grabbed my phone and put the note and the phone in my purse, I grabbed my purse and leaved Eunji's house. I closed the door, fix my cloth, put properly my boots and started walking forward, to my house.

My breath wasn't working as normally should do, my breath was light and heavy at the same time, is like being happy and sad because of the same reason. And this time my reason and only reason was him. Taking a deep breath, blinking several times my steps lead me to my house.

   In a minute I could find myself in the door, I was nervous, isn't he going to say anything? Or maybe, is he going to be mad at me? Several thoughts and imagination came to my head, my mind was dizzy, I was insecure of seeing him. But with no option I needed to enter, I twisted the doorknob, *clanck clanck*, the door didn't opened. For god sake! Maybe he isn't in the house.

"You loved me right? You told me you're never gonna leave me right? You told me you're gonna make me smile everyday, so then, why am I crying now?"

Small teardrops sled through my cheek, "You .." I whispered while trying to clean my tears with my palms. My bestfriend wasn't here, so does him, even though I know he will never be here, I had no one right now. With no other option I stood up, straightened myself and walked out from my depatment. The sun was tired, it was time for the moon to work. The sun setted shyly, the sky had a teal color of orange with a mixed of soft purple. I smiled, because thats what they told me, 

"If you smile, you might be happier, cause your smile brightens everyone."

If that's true, why doesn't he always smile when I do? My smile dissapeared once again, this time it wasn't tears, but the fake smile made me feel more pain. Staring a moment to the sunset, it was night already, the moon, it was full moon, and, the stars, at least there were billions of them, it would be beutiful to enjoy it with someone by my side, my side, my side, my side, my side.  He was supposed to be the one by 'my side;.

   With this heavy steps, and irritated eyes, I walked to somewhere more, calm, or a place that is more solidary and, where no one sees me, becuase, I don't want to make them sad because of me. That's what I thought but then I remebered, he doesn't care even a little when I'm sad, why would my sadness affect to the others? I was irritated and in a really bad mood, I found myself in a park, it was pitch black, with barely seeing somthing. This was my ideal place, even if I had no idea where was I, it wasn't important now, no one was going to search for me. I sat on a bench that I found there, and made myslef comfortable.

♦♦♦flashback♦♦♦

"Remember the way you make me feel?"

"Myungsoo-yah!"

"Such young love but,"

"What now Naeun-ah?"

"Something in me knew that it was real."

"Look at this!"

"Frozen in my head."

"Okay, I'm coming!" 

"Don't you think its beautiful?"

"Yes, it is."

"Such a lame answer."

"Naeun-ah"

"Hmm?"

"Here"

"What's this?"

"Its a ring, never take it off, or it means that we aren't united anymore."

"Ok, I'll ma