Jiyong's Update

Dear Diary, 

I thought of starting my own diary after being inspired by Chaerin. I think by writing my thoughts down will also enable me to be grateful and thankful for what I have and have achieved so far. And what a good way to start writing with the upcoming journey together. It's a fresh start for her and for me.. The fact that she is now mine. My love one. Speaking of Chaerin, she is having a shower at the moment that's why I could spare some time to write this down. Though I am tempted to just pop in there with her...In truth I am nervous. Real nervous. Should anything happen, she is my first.. and I really am determined to make her my only one. I have never fell for anyone else before, except her. That's why it amazes me that I even did. There was an instant attraction with her that I had never felt before. I can't believe how lucky I am to call her my own. And cool future in-laws (my greatest dream to be their son-in-law) to boot. This will be our first night together. As I am sitting here in my own apartment, I still cannot believe that I am doing what I love as a job and having the company of the most wonderful lady. I mean with a personality like hers, she could have anyone she wants to... but she chose me. Remember I told you before that one of my crew had a thing for her? When I told him that Chaerin is now my girlfriend he was soooo pissed with me... Hahahaha.. Too bad... He apparently fell for her through her music. The music that she composed for us both song and lyrics. At that point of time when he told me he had a crush on Chaerin, I felt jealous. Initially I wasn't sure... But I guess getting jealous was an indicator for me. Even my dad who is always serious and strict were laughing heartily when we had that late lunch together. Chaerin was innocently asking him if he would remarry if she recommended a lady for him. I thought my dad would be offended because I knew how much he love my mum even till now because of the hard times they've been through together and plus when his siblings wanted to introduce ladies to him, he was very stern and assertive about his love for my mum. I respect him a lot. So I asked him why he was not offended when Chaerin said that because he apparently had a dream when my mum appeared to tell him that myself, Jiyong their son is in love with a lovely girl named Chaerin. I was surprised because at that point of time, he had yet to meet Ch