I live my life in this 15 years without the need of worrying about anything.. I eat what i want to, play with my neighboor (yoseob) even if he is a boy.. Play with his friend(beast) without thinking of love.. Sometimes i don't think that i'm a girl or i supposed to act like one.. 

This week will be my last third year in a middle school.. It's going to end soon.. I thought.. but i never thought i will end like this..

I feel weird in this week when i come to my first class.. One of yoseob friends is always be every where.. Anywhere where i go.. Even at lunch break he sitting near my table.. You know yoseob friends is my friend too but i don't really talk to this one friend because he always have that kind of hard face.. Junhyung is his name if i not wrong.. 

This weird feeling getting weirder when he also walk me back home, he didn't talk to me so didn't i, i act like he never been here.. He never exist.. Half way from my house i'm getting tired, i find a place to seat then i found a playground so i go there and seat at one of the bench.

(you know i'm a bit fat 80kg or some more.. I eat what i want right? And yoseob also always give me what i want to eat so blame him.. I get bullied in my early of middle school but thanks to yoseob and his friend that i didnt get much of bully in my second year.. I also getting some love prank.. Thats why i'm afraid of love.. Thats why the idea of one of yoseobie friend will love me is never exist in my head). 

It was 7pm already.. School dissmiss at 6.30pm.. He still there, a few bench far from me.. Looking at me, at first i feel disturb but after that it doesnt bother me any more.. Sky turn a bit darker then before so i guess i need to continue my journey to go home right now.. Suddenly i feel someone grab my hand , i spun around to see who but to be greet by smiling yoseobie..

'Yah!! Do you want to kill me?' I shout to his face.. Serve him right.. Who told him to suprised me like that!!

'Mian, kekeke, you should see your face, its looks like you are going to be kidnaped by a ghost' he laugh..

'So funny, i thought junhyung is the one who want to kidnaping me, he is everywhere!' You know i tell him everything.. We are kinda brother and sister ..

Hearing that, yoseob face changing a little,

'Where he is now? He ask,

I point my finger at a tree where junhyung is, 'i will come back, wait here for a while' Yoseob told me before he go and get to hia friend..