The day before Jongdae's engagement

I was nervously pacing back and forth, after Sehee had told me that she wants to have dinner with me. i know its kinda stupid to worry over things right now, but i really love my sister. I will do anything to make her happy, however Junhee is my world and my life, if i lose her, i will lose the only reason to live. I love them both but it scares me most that one day, i would have to choose between Sehee and Junhee

It's tough right? 

when the butler had announced that dinner is served, i felt my heart thumping loudly in my chest. I waited for Sehee to arrive. I didnt wait too long, I saw my sister and her bestfriend coming in the living room. Sehee gave me tiny smile, eyes a bit impassive. I wanted to hug my sister but in my heart i know placating Sehee would lead to losing Junhee. I stood up, as Sehee sat across me, while Jongin took her left.

If i wasnt so nervous, i would find this situation very amusing. but somehow, i couldnt find myself to tease jongin about the situation. As dinner was served my eyes, never left Sehee's form. She was eating silently. Jongin was placing some dishes onSehee's plate. I notice, the big eater Sehee wasnt in the mood for her fill. I felt my heart sank as i watch my sister heaved a sigh

"Do you really love her?" Sehee asked quietly as she continues to pick the food on her plate. i know what she was meaning to ask but i know i need to man up and be honest. I know this will create a gap between Sehee and me but i love them both. so much that it hurts me to see them like this

"Yes, baby. I really love her" I said honestyly. i wanted her to look at me in the eye, i want her to know how sincere i am towards Junhee. Sehee cleared , her voice a little thick. She look into my eyes. I can see my sister is battling her own battles. I know she wants to protect me, but sometimes its time that i man up and be myself. i need to follow my heart.

" I want to meet her, oppa" She said softly. i know Sehee was hurt, i know she wanted to ask more but i know she wasnt ready.

after all i had hurt her and hid the Junhee from her.  I was very surprised with her words though, i feel hope coming into heart( i honestly feel like exploding)  Jongin had a proud smile on his lips when Sehee said those words. I wanted to ask why he was smiling but i know he might been the sole reason why Sehee wanted to meet Junhee.

i wasnt able to sleep all night because of what Sehee said. i decided to call Junhee about it. i rang her phone. It was 3 in the