As I descended from the podium, I was surprised to see Nini-bear--- I mean Jongin from the foot of the podium. He looked dashing. He was wearing the clothes that I purposely chose for him, knowing that Chanyeol-oppa and Jongdae-oppa would further embarrass him.

I felt my heart was thudding so loud when i saw him holding his hand out for me to hold. I was breaking into cold sweats. God, this is so embarrassing! Wu Sehee never gets flustered!!!! But here i am breaking into sweat just because a certain Kim Jongin had held me like i was the most important jewel in the world. He slowly led me away towards the gardens then suddenly he pulled me into his arms without any warning. God, how i miss his presence! I wanted to kiss him and hold him like this forever. I felt our hearts were beating at the same rhythm as he pulled me more into his arms

I felt my heart wanting to indulge into his presence more and more, drown myself in his warmth. God knows how much i miss this man. My heart and mind argued whether or not i should let myself drown in his arms. I know in the end, it’s me who is going to break into tiny pieces when he goes back to his girlfriend. After all, I am just his bestfriend.

It to be the bestfriend right?

I was so busy arguing with my mind and heart when suddenly my vision started to focus on Jongin, Gosh! I didn’t notice that he cupped my face just so i could face him, i felt me face reddened from the embarrassment. I forgot how Jongin hated it when i hide mu face from him, he would only make me look into his eyes, like he usually does when we argue.  

I studied his features; i felt my heart was screaming in sorrow. Gone was the dashing man that i used to dote and secretly love, all i can see is a broken man. He had dark circles under his eyes; i can see that he look so gaunt and tired. I wanted to cry at the sight of my Nini-bear

“What did that Krystal Jung do to you?” i said trying to sound calm and collected as i caressed his cheek as softly as i could. I saw him smile bitter sweetly and shook his head. He held me into his a