This story is going to be long and i apologize if you get bored mid story.

 

Chanyeol POV

 

              It’s been years since we’ve debut and been introduced to the composers and producers of our songs. And there’s this one composer that really caught my eye. Most of her songs were side tracks of Shinee, F(x) and now also Exo. There was even rumors of her being a very valued producer of the company cos’ she’s related to the CEO. But that’s just rumors she really writes good songs.

 

             All those days working with her, having late night recording sessions, vocal coaching and sometimes even composing-producing lessons made me see her in a different light and made me realize my feelings. There were days that when we’re recording and almost all members are in the booth making it cramp and hard to move and noisy and I see her having difficulty concentrating and getting irritated cos’ it was too rowdy, I wanted to throw my brothers away from the room to make her feel comfortable. No matter how chaotic we can be inside her booth she was always patient with us, and that what makes us feel closer to her because she was the who tolerates us the most. She even said that she sees us as kids, that’s why she’s patient with us and I find it funny because we are all in the same age bracket of twenties.

 

          Sometimes I would purposely chose to record last so that I could just stay longer and stare at her work. And maybe learn from her how to compose my own songs and just share random stories and just to get to know her better. There would be nights that we wouldn’t even notice the time that we’ve only just been fooling around instead of learning and fixing the songs. We’ve had recording sessions and the guys would tease us because we’d work without realizing that we’re too close or even sometimes display skinship.

 

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             Months pass and I couldn’t hold my feelings anymore. We we’re alone in your booth and you thought that we would be having lessons on composing. I surprised you with a song that I composed saying that you should check out my first ever song. Once you pressed play and listened to my confession song I was sweating bullets, I was so scared thinking I might get rejected. As the song neared its end I gathered all my strength to tell you how I felt about you. Once I looked at your beautiful face I saw you smirking at me but at the same time having teary eyes. ‘Took you long enough Park Chanyeol’. I felt ecstatic, almost crushed you to death by my hug. ‘’Chanyeol your crushing me! Easy there boy’ you jokingly teased. ‘I would kiss you right now but I think that I would be moving to fast’ ‘then kiss me Yeol, I don’t mind.’ That was the best night of my life.

 

              I was glad that there wasn’t much problem with the company, they acknowledged us just warned us about making the public know is still not in the plans. It was also both of our decision to not make the public know because the group was still just rising to fame and you don’t want to be in the limelight or even deal with crazy fans.

 

              We’ve been in a relationship for almost a year and I’m glad we’ve worked this out long. The group has been going strong, comebacks, repackages, concert tours and even solo gigs for some of the members.

 

              We’d have date nights when I’m free. Date nights that mostly are being locked up inside your apartment with homemade dinner cooked by either one of us, movie nights and just cuddling on the bed. We rarely went to dates in public to afraid to get caught. When we really felt adventurous we did date outside the house just that it was either of my parents restaurants or the pool club with some of the members. Mom was even so happy to meet you when I told her we would be coming but I’ll also be bring some of the members so it wouldn’t be suspicious. That was also the day when I thought when will be the time I’m going to meet your parents.

 

              At one time we got into an argument because I forgot we have a date that I promised. You ignored me so bad; I was so scared I might lose you. I tried to talk to you but you ignored me. I had to surprise you with a date by ambushing your house while you were at work. Filled your house with flowers, candle light dinner and even bought a gigantic bear. When you opened your apartment door I saw how your face go from surprised to a crying mess because of what I had made. You hurriedly run to me and I thought you were going to embrace me instead you grabbed the bear from me. ‘Babe how’d you know I want this bear all along!’ ’I don’t even get a hug or a kiss?’ All the stress and hard work I put into, that was so worth it. ‘I’m sorry babe’ you said pulled the bear and me for a group hug. In the end you forgave me and even apologized and explained that the reason you got mad was because you only ignored me cos’ you were pms-ing. Damn hormones.

 

             While you were preparing for bed I couldn’t help but stare at you. Were you teasing me walking back and forth your room with a black sleepshirt. I don’t even, I can’t even, I don’t know if you’re wearing any underwear under that. I felt really hot and yeah aroused. My mind went haywire and I couldn’t think straight I had to calm my heart I mean. ‘Hey Yeol you alright?’ I could feel your hot breath on my skin when you asked me. I think I’m having goose bumps. I did the first thing I had in mind. I slowly put my hands on your neck and pulled you for a kiss. From a simple kiss became a make out. Once we paused for a breath I didn’t notice our position, you were straddling me. ‘Babe I’m ready. I love you and I want to give it to you.’ ‘I’ll take care of you, promise.’

 

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            ‘Thailand is our next location for Exo’luxion’ I told her while we were lounging at her home studio. ‘Ooh when? Can I come? I’d always wanted to go to Thailand. I read their beaches are beautiful also... also I wanted to see how you guys perform to your international fans’ I find it cute how excited she is hearing this. ‘Hey, slow down. We’ll ask manager hyung so we could make a plan.’ ‘Yey! Lets go to the beach. I heard from Onew that in Krabi the beach is really awesome what was that again. Better ask him’ While she searched and planned for this random vacation I went to call manager hyung.

 

            ‘Yeol its called Lai-rey…Rai-ley Beach and Ppue-rha-nang Beach. My tongues’ going all tied up can’t even pronounce it right’ she chuckles. ‘All good we can have a short vacation! My schedules clear for four days after the concert’ ’how will we make fans think your back in Korea already after the concert?’ ‘Thought you’d ask that. Manager said I’ll just have to go back together with the members then he’ll drive me back to the airport ninja style to go back to Thailand. Hassle I know. But I’d do anything for you baby. Just wait for me at the hotel.’ ‘Such an awesome boyfriend I have’ I thought she was going to kiss me when she asked me to come near her so I puckered my lips instead she pinched my cheeks. ‘Ow ow! Stop that! Don’t I get a kiss for doing this much for you?!’ She soothes the redness of my cheeks then gives me butterfly kisses all over my face ‘So lucky I have you Yeol. Love you’ ‘Love you too.’

 

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            ‘I want to be seated beside you. Too bad you have to stay together with the coordi noonas’ I tell her while I help pack her luggage. ‘Just be patient we have four days together after the concert. You can cling to me all you want’ ‘Some of the guys actually heard were going on a vacation and were asking me if they could join, so glad manager hyung quickly opposed saying he couldn’t have to many members far from his supervision.’ ‘Thinking about it, your manager is very supportive of us. He’s very understanding you guys shouldn’t let that kind of manager go.’ ‘Speaking of manager hyung’ I show her my buzzing phone. While I speak to the phone I peak on to some of the things she put on her suitcase and wow I like what I’m seeing. This is gonna be the best vacation ever.

 

            ‘Babe I need to go. Manager hyung said that manager noona together with the coordi noonas will pick you up tomorrow morning so you wouldn’t need to ride the taxi.’ Before I leave I hug and gave her a good bye kiss. ‘ I like what your packing.’ I chuckled and run before I get hit.

 

Vacation Day

 

Your POV

           

            At first I was awkward when I rode the van with the coordi unnies but I’m glad they took care of me. One of them even shared plenty of stories about Chanyeol when they’re working. Telling me how hyper and talkative my boyfriend is. Asking me how could I tolerate that boy. We talked about various things from fashion to music. I even suggested ideas for them when I get one of my new songs approved. Picturing the boys wearing those kinds of outfits made me excited and hoped for my song to be approved.

 

            Once we safely landed our group went straight to the hotel while the boys needed to go the stadium for rehearsals. Manager unnie gave me our room keys but before she let go she whispered ‘It’s a connecting room to Chanyeol’s room. Fans wouldn’t know that.’ She winked at me. I think I looked like a fish out of the water after she told me that.

 

            I entered the hotel room and relax for a few minutes and freshen up. I actually planned to watch only the second day of the concert. I already told Chanyeol all my plans about touring Bangkok all by myself while he was at the concert. At first he hesitated but agreed in the end. I went to various temples and tourist spot. Tried different delicacies, bought different souvenirs. The best was the Elephant ride and the floating market. I took plenty of photos, even sent them to my boyfriend. I asked one of the person assisting me when I was riding the elephant to take a picture of me. I sent it to Chanyeol saying ‘You ain’t my no.1 giant anymore :p’

 

            It was already late when I decided to go back to the hotel. I transferred all my things to Chanyeol’s room. ‘He’s so going to be surprised when he enters the room’ I muttered to myself. I cleaned myself and arrange my surprise. I lighted the scented candles that I bought and scattered the petals, now all I needed to do was to wait for him.

 

Chanyeol POV

 

            I can’t wait to go to the hotel, I’m so excited to see my girl. While we were having breaks from rehearsals I could only smile and get jealous of how happy she is enjoying her freedom. I wish I was also with her touring the city. The boys even laughed at me when they saw how jealous I felt when I saw the sent photo of you riding the elephant saying I’m not your no. 1 giant anymore. I can’t wait to sneak inside your room. Speaking of sneaking I forgot to ask what hotel room you where at.

 

            After manager hyung gave us our separate keys I asked him if he knew what room you were staying at. He only snickered and told me ‘No funny business Chanyeol.’ I felt betrayed hyung why won’t you give it to me! I wanted to scream but I couldn’t do that he’s been the best hyung. Hyung wouldn’t let me know and I couldn’t message you cos’ my phone is dead. I had no choice but to go directly first to my room, charge my phone then message her.

 

            Once I entered my room I was surprised to see her there seating by the windows viewing the night city lights. ‘Hey Yeol’ she leaps to me and gives me a hug. ‘Oh god you stink’ she mutters ‘wow way to break the romantic aura.’ She laughs gives me butterfly kisses in between finishing sentences ‘you stink but still’ *pecks* ‘I miss my giant’ *pecks* ‘my man’. ‘If every tour I get to have this welcome treatment like this from you I’ll drag you to every country we go to’ ‘You should take a bath and then I’ll give you one more surprise’.

 

            When I got out of the bathroom I saw you lying on the bed browsing your phone. ‘So what’s your next surprise?’ I asked. You looked at me and I could see in your eyes the tiredness. ‘Hmm? I’m looking at some of your fansite masters previews.’ ’Scoot over. I asked what’s your next surprise not what are you doing.’ ‘Ah that! You should lay down face the bed. I’ll give you a massage.’ Well that’s new I thought to myself. ‘You know how Thailand’s famous for their massage? I went to one this morning and thought how it would be awesome if you could try it too. Too bad you weren’t there so I decided to learn some of the basics so I could do it for you.’

 

Your POV

 

            ‘That was awesome. My muscles feels less tense. Thanks babe.’ ‘I’m glad you liked it.’ Once I finished giving him a massaged I could feel the tiredness from all the adventure I did today. I crawled to my side of the bed then I felt Chanyeol’s arms on my waist, I turn around hug him back and just lay my head on his chest smelling shirt.

 

            ‘Tomorrow you wouldn’t see me at the backstage until the end of the show.’ I told him. ‘What?! Why?!’ he panickedly ask. ‘I wanted to see the concert in a fans view.’ I explained while tracing the patterns of his shirt. ‘Also I wanted to know if you could easily spot me.’ ’So you want to play games? If I spot you within the five songs of the first few part of the concert I get one wish’ ‘If you don’t?’ ‘You get one wish’ ‘Deal!’ ‘Seal it with a kiss’ ‘Park Chanyeol your such kiss monster.’

 

            It was a bunch of loud knocks that woke us up. At first I wanted to open it but thought that it might be some sasaeng fans or maybe some hotel staff. I slightly shook Chanyeol up to make him open the door. ‘Yeol someone’s at the door you should open it’ ‘Hm? But I want to sleep and cuddle’ he whined like a child. ‘We can do plenty of that later and the next few days I promise’ he groggily made his way to the door scratching his eyes ‘darn nuisance’

 

            ‘Eyy Chanyeol!’’Hyung!’ Once he opened the door I could hear Baekhyun and Sehun trying to push Chanyeol away from blocking the door. ‘Hyung move you borrowed my charger right?---oops’ ‘Morning Sehun’ you shyly greeted once you saw him realize your presence. ‘Hi noona’ he shyly greeted back. ‘Ooh I didn’t know you were sharing the same room’ Baekhyun asked after finally getting his way from Chanyeol’s blocking. ‘Oh that? Manager unnie said I could stay with Chanyeol. She specifically booked a room with connecting doors so I could use it as my secret door to Chanyeol’s room’ I explained.

 

            While Chanyeol was searching for the charger that Sehun was looking for Baekhyun kept on blabbing things here and there even asked me the question if we did it last night. I can feel myself blush from the question. I turned to Chanyeol pleading him to deal with Baekhyun. I could see his elfish ears turn red. ‘So you guys did it! To think Manager noona is just on the other side. I didn’t know you were this adventurous noona’ ‘Baek hyung stop it I’m too young to hear that’ I could feel my whole body turn hot from the embarrassment I had to hide myself underneath the pillows to shut their teasing. It took Chanyeol a few seconds to make a move ‘Yah! Byun Baekhyun you should go now aish you brats. Out now!’ ‘So that’s why you’re grumpy this morning we wrecked your chance for a morning ’ Baekhyun teasingly said while being shove to the door. 

 

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          I was staying at some café near the arena while waiting for the guards to open the gates to the concert. After that embarrassing morning with Baekhyun we just decided to have our breakfast inside the hotel room instead of going down to the reserved area for Exo and the SM staffs. We were sure Baekhyun couldn’t keep his mouth shut.

 

            When I saw that the queue line was moving I started moving to get inside the arena. When I was standing behind the line there were some fans I think that could recognize me. I keep telling myself ‘no they don’t know you. No they can’t recognize you’. I actually tried my best to have a little disguise because I’ve been caught in some pictures with the boys before when we would hang out.

 

            I was patiently waiting for my turn when someone tapped me at my back. When I turned around it was a bunch of Korean girls, I think they’re some fansite masters. ‘Excuse me, aren’t you the composer and producer of some of Exo’s track?’ they asked. I was stunned that they recognized me. ‘I..yes’ I think there were even some Thai fans who could understand our conversation and started looking at me. ‘Wouldn’t you just have access backstage and go straight inside the venue instead?’ ‘I could, but today I wanted to queue like the fans.’ I didn’t bother saying that I still have my backstage pass wouldn’t want them to see me bragging my privileges. After that slight interrogation they queued behind me so they were still there but I can hear some snips of their conversation. I think these girls are mostly ChanBaek and Kaisoo fansite masters. I could hear them talk about the random moments of their otps. There was even a time they asked me if I could give their otps duet songs. I wanted to laugh at the random thought but all I could say that ‘the company has the last approval if my songs would pass and who’ll sing it’.

 

            I was already inside the stadium seating on the area my ticket indicated when a random Thai fan handed me some of the banners for the surprise for the boys and she tried to speak to me in broken Korean about the Chanyeol mask and her gift for the boys. She gave me a mask of Chanyeol’s derp face during the Mama era, I couldn’t help but giggle at this but assured her I would give it to the boys.

 

            The concert was about to start and I was so happy for the boys because I think I would go deaf after the concert. Their fans couldn’t stop screaming and professing their love for the boys. A few minutes before the concert starts I sent a picture of me wearing the mask saying ‘good luck! Hwaiting!’.

 

            Anxiousness and excitement is all I could feel before the concert. Would Chanyeol be able to spot me? Hope he doesn’t get injured or any of the members while performing. The crowd went wild when the concert began. It was so great hearing the fans chant and sing together with the boys. When the performances started to move towards that front stage I could feel my heart beat go wild. I tell myself, last two songs Yeol then I win. It was almost the end of Don’t Go when I realized that he has spotted me. He was positioned right in front of me. I could see him smirking when we locked eyes. I find it funny because it was also my song playing. 

 

            All throughout the concert he would give winks and waves at my side. I could feel my cheeks heat up from the things he keeps on doing. I think even the members recognized me. I had a feeling manager oppa gave me the ticket seat where Chanyeol would be mostly staying.

 

            After the concert I proceed to the backstage and I see the boys all still catching their breath. ‘Congratulations guys!’ I exclaimed. ‘Noona I thought I was seeing things when I saw you there cheering together with the fans’ Sehun said. ‘You did awesome Sehun also you Kai I didn’t know that my children had manly bodies’ you jokingly teased.

 

            I could feel some hands on waist hugging me from the back when I realized who those hands were ‘How about me? Didn’t I do well?’ I could hear the snickers and teasing from the guys. I checked the people inside the room first before I turned around and give Chanyeol a hug. ‘You did awesome, so handsome especially on the DJ-ing part. You learnt from the best I must say’ ‘Yes I did’ then he pecked your lips.

 

            ‘OH MY GOD GET A ROOM!’ Baekhyun screamed.

 

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            It was already afternoon when we had finally landed in Krabi. We both look and felt exhausted from the travelling hours that we had to do before we could finally see the paradise. I suddenly felt guilty dragging my boyfriend to this trip just after having a two-day concert. I should make this vacation the best he would have. As we were both exhausted once we landed on the bed of our suite we chose to sleep everything first, we have three more days to spare.

 

            That next morning when we were having our breakfast we planned all the activities that we would try to do. For today our itinerary would be the beaches. Every time I would explain the things I read online and having my tongue tied up with the name of the beaches Chanyeol would laugh at my mistakes. ‘As if you yourself would not get tongue tied!’ I whined. ‘Is that what you’re going to wear?’ Chanyeol asked when I was checking out my self at the mirror. ‘We’re going snorkeling you should wear something more less revealing. What if there might be some jellyfish there?! Or the water could be too cold’ Chanyeol warned. You smiled and grab a rash guard type of swimsuit ‘If I know you just don’t want other guys seeing me’ you murmured quietly but hoping he would hear it. ’happy now?’ you asked and he nods. ‘So what brand new gadget do you have for this trip?’ he teasingly asked. Chanyeol loves to tease me for being a impulsive gadget buyer, sorry not sorry for that. ‘I’ve got the latest go pro, now we could do underwater photos and videos while we snorkel.’ I excitedly explained. ‘Here I also have some waterproof pouches for our phones. And a waterproof duffel bag for towels and other things’ I said while tossing him all the things I said and we would need to bring. ‘Aren’t you a girl scout, you’ve got everything ready’ ‘whatever Yeol, you’ll thank me later for that.’

 

             We decided to just rent a private boat so that we could have more privacy and also whatever and whenever we would like to do we could. Our boat driver and his assistant tour guide were really friendly they would explain and tell stories about the islands, I was glad that I could speak in English so that we could understand each other then I would translate it to Chanyeol. We first went to the nearest islands and one even had a sand bar. We took various photos and just enjoyed swimming. Some of the islands had nearby caves that we checked out. The snorkeling was the activity I like the most. The tour guide gave us a loaf of bread to feed the fishes so that it would come near us. The water was so clear and there were various colorful fishes and corals. I even almost drowned Chanyeol because he said he saw a jellyfish coming towards so I swam near him and clung like a monkey and I might have splashed too much water panicking trying to save myself from getting stung. ‘It’s your fault I almost drowned you. Don’t joke things like that!’ I pouted. ‘I know I’m sorry. I wouldn’t do it again’ he said while giving me kisses here and there. We ended the tour thanking our tour guides and for suggesting other activities and places we could eat at. We went back first to our hotel to rest before going to the town for dinner and maybe shop.

 

               I had Chanyeol wear a cap just to be sure he wouldn’t be that much recognizable when we go out to town. We walked hand in hand looking for places to eat and the things we could buy at the night market. ‘We should buy souvenirs for the boys and manager oppa’ I said. After buying things here and there we decided to eat to the closest restaurant. While waiting for our food to arrive we were checking out the photos from my go pro that I have synced to my phone earlier before leaving the hotel. Chanyeol moved closer and put his arms on my shoulders while looking at the photos. We were laughing at some of the failed shots like when we were taking a selfie underwater I had bubbles blocking my face, sometimes Chanyeol. We had so many pictures from snorkeling, the caves, sand bars and some jump shots and canon balls in the middle of the sea when got tired of snorkeling. ‘I like this the most’ he said. It was a picture of us sharing an underwater kiss. ‘send it to me please’ I nod as I send the picture to his phone. I can already feel my cheeks get red. I still can’t help but feel giddy when Chanyeol shows his affections to me.

           

            The next day we went to some parts of the town and there we had a chance to ride elephants and even bathe the elephants. We went from washing the elephants to splashing each other water. Cos’ we were wet already we decided to go try the white water rafting. I ended up getting a few scratches but the thrill seeker me didn’t mind it even if my partner looks so worried I just shrug it off and told him its nothing. We proceeded walking around and discovered a park that had a lagoon were we could swim. There were a few foreigners that were also taking a swim. While we were basking in the beauty of the lagoon I felt my stomach growl ‘Yeol, I’m hungry.’ I said.

 

            ‘I hope we could have plenty of vacations like this in the next years to come’ he said. ‘Do you think once we let the public know we could feel more free to date?’ I curiously asked he pretty much looked surprised with my sudden question. ‘In all honesty I’ve already thought of the pros and cons when the fans know that we are dating, I think after two years of dating you I wouldn’t care about what people will say about me about dating you. All that will matter to me is that I love you and you love me.’ I said all my thoughts and what I felt. ‘I know it would be bad for Exo’s reputation if we go out in public, but if the members could give us their blessings to let the people know it would really feel nice. Hiding kind of gets tiring babe. I’m sorry if I sound selfish right now I just wanted to get this out after thinking about it for so long.’ I could feel my eyes getting a little teary. Chanyeol pulled me closer, I was now sniffling on his chest. He was resting his chin on my head, running his hand up and down my back to comfort me. ‘I thought of this things too. We’ll get through this babe. My members would understand us don’t worry.’ For the rest of the day we decided to just visit the temples and explore the town. There was one temple were we need to trek all the way up just to reach it. It was worth the trek, the view from the top was so beautiful. We offered prayers and light some incense.  We took our time capturing the beauty of the trees and the beaches that could be seen.

 

            It was our last day in Krabi the next day; we would have to leave the island at noon for our evening flight to Seoul. So tonight we decided to have a fancy dinner at the resort for our last night at Thailand. I thought we would be having dinner at the resort’s restaurant but then Chanyeol dragged me to the shore were a table was set, candle, fancy food and wine. ‘You really are something Mr. Park’ I hug and gave him a peck on the lips. ‘Anything for you’ he kissed back. ‘We could also lie down and watch the stars later I had them prepare blankets and pillows.’

 

            I was sitting between his legs, leaning on his firm chest. Whenever he would laugh I could feel the vibrations. I don’t know if it was the wine already working its power or it’s just my boyfriend smells so good and looks so handsome under the moonlight. I put my wine glass down; I couldn’t help but stare at those eyes and listen to that deep voice of his. I slowly put my hands on his neck with my thumb caressing his cheeks. I nuzzle my nose to the crook of his neck. I could feel his hot breath on my cheeks with our distance. ‘Thank you for coming in my life, I love you so much’. I closed the gap by sealing our lips together. The feeling of this kiss was one of the best I had from him. You could feel the sincerity and love radiating from the kiss.

 

 

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Chanyeol POV

 

              It’s been weeks since we had returned from our vacation. After the vacation I was back to schedule of shoots here and there Exoluxion concerts in different countries. We weren’t able to see that much but still find to have late night calls to talk about what happened to our days. She was also very busy producing some songs for other groups also assisting Taeyeon and Jonghyun sunbaenim with their solo albums. It was by the end of the month of October were Exo was called in a meeting with some of the producers. We were told that Exo would have another Christmas album. They gave us the song list and the first thing I recognized was her name on two of the songs in the list. I looked at her, I was surprised and happy at the same time we would be working together again.

 

               The heads of the company left after their announcement, I then moved to the occupied chair beside her. It was only the producers, managers and the rest of the members left. The managers and producers were discussing schedules for recording so they could propose a date for the possible release of the album. She was telling the managers when she had open schedules for recording. While she was explaining I slowly grab her hands under the table latching it with mine. I gave her a few playful kicks when she wouldn’t look at me.  

 

               Once the other producers and the managers left, it was only us and the rest of the members.