Jonghyun POV

I fell into my bed, silly in love.

a tickle in my brain from key.

a tickle in my heart from HER.

a tickle in my abdomen from all the cashew chicken i ate. 

i thought about this, a serious relationship

with the prettiest girl

and the buddy relationship

with the silliest funniest eye liner wearing boy

and the guilt of having to choose grew bigger

and it became harder to live with myself