"Again" I said , getting impatient as time goes by . 

I've been training the boys to enhance their agility , challenging them to run the field from base to base in a span of 10 seconds . 

I counted 15 seconds as they reached me . 

"Again" I said sternly . 

"Yah ! Jagi , We've been running all day . We can't reach you in 10 seconds from base line to base line " Baekhyun complained . I raised and eyebrow 

"Excuse me fine Sir , it's either you're gonna do as I say or I'll make it harder for you ." 

"Honey , can we take a rest first ?  Our legs are so sore . Please let us rest for at least 5 minutes and we'll start running again " Xiumin said while hugging my waist . I sighed 

"You better reach me in ten seconds if I asked you to run later . " I said sternly and turned my back against them , walking towrds a tree and sitting under it . I closed my eyes and tried to ease the stress I'm feeling 

"You're being too hard on yourself" I heard Kyungsoo said , sitting beside me and holding my hand .  I tried to stop myself from crying . 

"I don't want you to be unguarded and unsafe if ever I won't be there to save you , alright ? It's been bugging me for weeks since Vince's 'visit' a month ago . Who knows if he'll be bringing an army the next time he comes back .I want you to be properly trained " I replied , looking at the others from the distance .

It's true . Vince is an unpredictable guy , who knows what's running through his head . I don't want my mates to be left unguarded and unsafe . The thought of losing one of them kills me . . 

"I know jagiya , but you need to take a break . It's been like what ? 2 weeks since you last smiled and laughed . I know you're doing everything to make us better , but please at least give yourself some time to relax . We've been noticing your mood swings lately . And mind you , you're not eating or sleeping too well " He said while playing with my fingers , avoiding my gaze . 

I felt the tear slip from my eyes . 

"I-I just don't wanna loose you or any of the guys . Having 12 mates is hard , babysitting a bunch of 5 year olds is harder , but losing one of you is the worst . I just .... I can't live without you " I sobbed . 

This is the FIRST time that I've cried in 22 years . 

"We're not going anywhere . We'll be by your side no matter what " He kissed my forehead and I felt myself calming down . 

I felt serene with his touch . 

"Thank You " I said and kissed him on the lips . 

We kissed passionately . He pulled me further in to him by grabbing me by the waist and holding the back of my neck . I hold onto his neck and kissed him back . 

We pulled back from the kiss and pressed our foreheards togehter , feeling breathless . I smiled and pecked his lips one more time before getting up and pulled a stern face again . 

"Break is over . Back to training" I said sternly 

"Aish .  Here we go again . " He pouted 

I smirked and threatened . 

"10 seconds from base to base or none of you will be receiving any from me . " I smirked  . He hurriedly made his way to the others to tell them about what I just said and they started to whine and some of them are staring at Kyungsoo wide eyed , not believeing what he just told them . 

I reached them with a smug look on my face  "So , boys ... did you rest well ? " I smirked 

"Yah yah yah ! Jagi , are you serious ? Not even hugs or cuddles ? " Chanyeol complained 

"Are you complaining ? "I raised an eye brow  , looking at him straight in the eyes . The way he shivered didn't go unoticed . 

"No . Nope . We're fine " He said 

"Well , Let's start . In 3....2...1 ... GO ! " I smirked when they ran faster than a blink of an eye . 

I counted every seconds passing by and surprisingly , they reached me in just a span of 7 seconds . I clapped and they tried to catch their breath , some landed on the ground from exhaustion 

"Tired already ? " I tease and they only grunted in response . 

"Well , congratulations . You passed phase one " I said while smiling . 

"We're not done yet ?! " Luhan asked with a shocked look on his face 

"Oh darling , we're far from being done " I smirked 

"What's phase 2 ? " Tao asked 

"Power Manipulation" I responded . They cheered and I only smuggly smiled . 

"Uhhh ... Baobei , why are you smiling like that ? " Yixing asked 

"It's kinda creepy " Sehun added . 

"You think power manipulation is easy ? You're seriously out of your mind " 

"Well , we have our powers our whole life so it will be easy for us to manipulate it , right ? " Kris asked 

"Can be , maybe or maybe not. It depends on the person . It's not all about how you create fire or manipulate water , it's how fast you think and how you use it . One wrong move and you're dead against your opponent "

"We're ed. " Kyungsoo facepalmed 

"It will be looooooong day" Baekhyun chimed in 

"Let's start then " I said 

"Sehun" I called out 

"Huh ? " 

"Ready ? " I smirked 

"Wha