You never love me. You never saw me more than a girl. Why? You already have the one. The one that you love. The one that was everything to you in this world. But sadly I’m not the one. That’s her. Park Jiyeon. My bestfriend.

But I’ll never show it. I pretend to be happy for your relationship with her. Plus she is my very bestfriend in this world. Of course I would be happy. Maybe she loves you more than I do. She deserve you more than I am.

I still remembered when the first day we met. When we know each other name. You’re Kim Myungsoo. I’m Lee MiRah. What a very nice moment in my life to getting know you. At first we seem like bestfriend but then the feelings turn to love. I can’t help it. I can’t help why I love you.

But then Jiyeon tell me she had a crush on you. She wanna to know about you. So stupidly I introduced her to you. And you fall in love with her. I know how much I being hurt to saw this.

But why can’t you see that look in my eyes ? The look that was full of sorrow. My face is smiling but my eyes is wetting. The words you said to her is like red rose. Sweet to her but make me pierced with thorn-like words. You’re like tattoo , the more I want to forget about you the more you carved in deeper.

I wish someday you’ll know my feelings. But that someday will impossible to come. I need to back off so that you life better. Can’t stand with these feelings anymore cause it just too hurt and unbearable.  I need to leave you now.

Slowly I keep away from you. I try to avoid you whenever you want to meet me. I didn’t want to be hurt when I see you together with her. I just can’t. It hurt too much , seem like my heart gonna burst out soon. My heart feel really hurt. It’s seem like a million needles in my heart. Suddenly all become black.

After that I found myself was laying on a bed. What had happened ? Did I just pass out ? And when I turned my head to the right I saw an angle that looks like you.

You’re sleeping with the most handsome face in the world. I don’t have idea why you’re here beside me. But the one that make me calm was when you’re holding my hand and never let it go. And after you opened your charming eyes, you said that words that I’ll never believe. That words that I hard to believe.

MiRah-ah , I Love You. Please don’t make me worry again. It hurts to see you like this. I didn’t love Jiyeon. I just use her to get rid of my feelings. I only love you and you. No one else. Please don’t leave me. Please don’t go. Please. I’m begging you.

You sweet lips meet mine. That the most sweetest moment in my life ever. Before I know it , my breath already stop………

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sorry *bows >_< yeah you're died... hehehe plus my grammar mistake & all that lol

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