* She still the same .. She's always like her chicken stew. * Jonghyun took a glimpse at Sekyung.

“ Jonghyun .. Are you guys fighting? “ Sekyung suddenly asked him but slow enough to only he heard it.

“ Who ? “

“ Your girlfriend of course .. Both of you are not sitting next to either talk to each other. “

“ Owh that .. Yup kinda .. hehe “

“ So .. You, when will you go back to Canada ? “

“ Are you not happy that I'm here ? “ Sekyung pouted.

“ No .. I didn't mean that .. “

“ Hehe .. Chill I'm just joking. Next month. “

“ Oh I see. “

“ So she's the one right ? “

“ Why did you keep on talking about her ? “ Jonghyun become so irritated at that time.

“ I'm curious that's all .. hehe “

“ What did you guys talk about ? “ Doojoon looked at Sekyung.

“ Nothing .. I just ask about Jonghyun and his girl. “

“ Girl ? Haha ... Jonghyun and girl will never be apart. “ Doojoon joked around.

On the other side, “ Unni, I feel so awkward right now. “ Sulli nudge Luna.

“ Me too .. I really wanna get myself out here now. “

* Ahh .. I hope she didn't mention about our meeting. *

“ Hey Luna, how exactly you meet her ? “

* Great .. Amber unni .. *

“ Like I said just now, we met at the restaurant .. When I'm going out with my friend the other day.

But that time I never knew she was .. you know .. Ahh poor Krystal. “

 

 

Jonghyun's POV

 

“ Well .. See you guys next time. It's really nice to meet all of you. “ Sekyung bowed to us.

“ Come on Sekyung .. Bye guys .. See you tomorrow. “

But then suddenly Sekyung walk towards Luna and I saw she's whispering something to her

which made Luna looked at me with and smile.

* Ishh .. What was that ? Creepy much !! * I tried to avoid her gazed.

“ Bye “ Sekyung bid goodbye and get into the car wth Doojoon hyung.

I saw f(x) are about to leave so, “ You ! “

All of them including my Shinee member looked at me.

“ What is she said to you ? “

“ Busybody ! “

“ Just tell me .. “

“ Jjong .. Wae ? “ Onew hyung nudge me.

“ Not that important for you to know .. “ Then she leaved just like that.

“ What the ... “

“ Yah hyung .. What wrong with you ? “ Key asked me.

“ Don't you see Sekyung just whispered something to that Blondie ? “

“ Yeah .. But it's that matter ? “

“ It is .. “

“ Ok .. And why is that ? “

“ I don't want Sekyung to get herself close to Luna .. and f(x). “

“ Huh? Let her be .. Beside why are you so concern about Sekyung ? “ All of them are staring at me.

“ Well Jjong ? “

* My bad .. I shouldn't have over reacted to this .. Ahh I know I won't get away if I'm not telling them about me and Sekyung ..

Especially this Diva friend of mine .. And Taemin. *

“ Actually .. You see .. Ermm .. “

 

 

Shinee's Suite

 

“ Mworago ? “ All of them said in unison.

“ Sekyung is .. Your first love ? “

I just nodded.

“ OMG ! If that's the case .. It must be so awkward just now hyung .. “ Key said.

“ Kinda .. “

“ Wait.. Sekyung is the same girl that you've been talking about 3 years ago right ? “ Minho asked.

“ Oh yeah .. Now I start to remember about it .. You used to tell us about that. “ Taemin rub his head.

That's right I used to tell him about me and my first love but the only thing is they didn't know who is the girl.

I nodded again.

“ Now we really feel awkward Jjong. “ Onew hyung said.

“ Don't be hyung .. “

“ Hey by any chance do you still you know .. Like her ? “ He added.

“ Like ? Yeah .. I still have those feeling to her .. It never change not even once. “

“ But hyung .. I still don't understand .. Why didn't you end up with her ? What happen ? “

“ Key “ Onew hyung nudge him.

“ What ? We should know about it right ? We never know what happen to them on the day Jonghyun hyung

made his confession. And the next thing we know is Jjong hyung had turned to his own self as player again. “

I wonder how they still managed to remember about this.

“ But it's past already and I'm sure Jjong .. “

“ It's ok hyung .. I will cleared this thing up. “

 

Flashback

Jonghyun, 15 years old

 

“ Noona .. Can I follow you today ? “ I talked to Eugene noona.

“ Why ? “

“ I like that place .. “

“ Or you like someone in that place ? “

“ Huh ? What chu talking about ? “

“ I'm not a fool .. I know you like her right ? “

“ Owh .. well .. “

“ Haha .. don't you think you can use you tactic with her Jjong .. She's different from what you think. “

“ Noona you got me hehe but I'm not fooling around this time .. I'm serious .. Beside ..

Have you ever saw me so interested in girls beside her ? Girls look for me but now ... “

“ Yeah now that you mention it .. Haha .. Are you really in love with her ? “

“ I am .. And I'm not joking about this. “

 

It was all started when Eugene noona asked me to follow her to the art class that she always attend.

I was hesitant at first but Eugene noona able to persuade me when she said “ There's a lot of pretty girls in my class . “

and I can't help it and just follow her.

That's the time when I saw her acting on the stage so confidently.

I was so mesmerized at that time and decided to know her better.

“ Hi “

“ Hi ? “

“ I'm Jonghyun. “

“ I know. “

“ You know ? “

“ Eugene unni tell me about you already .. And she also tell me to stay away from you. “

* Great .. Eugene noona just blow my chance. *

“ Because I'm a player right ? “ She nodded and smile to me.

“ I know this will happen to me .. “ She looked at me weirdly.

“ Whenever I wanna be friend with someone they always think me as a player ..

Although I really don't have any intention on that .. “

“ Owh .. I'm sorry .. I didn't mean .. “

“ It's ok .. I'm used to it .. Don't worry .. I guess I get going now .. “ I turned around.

* 1.. 2 .. *

“ Jonghyun-sshi .. “

“ We can be friends if you want . “

* Assa !! I know this will make her change her mind. *

“ Really ? “ She just nodded.

“ Great .. Thanks . “

We started to get closer from that moment. Both of us are feel comfortable with each other.

We will always hang out together no matter where do we go.

Sekyung made me forget about my playboy world and I know it's all because I like her since our first meeting.

 

“ Hyung .. I think I'm in love. “

“ Huh ? Hahaha “

“ Yah hyung .. I'm serious .. “

Onew hyung still tried his best to hold his laughter.

“ Is it really hard to believe ? “

“ No .. But I find it funny when the playboy said it himself .. Anyway who's the lucky girl ? “ He said smilingly.

“ Eugene noona's friend. “

“ She has a name right ? “

“ Hehe .. I'm not gonna tell you about her that fast .. “

“ So what's the point are you telling me this ? “ He looked at me weirdly.

“ I just wanna tell you that I'm in love that's all . “

“ Whatever !! “ He sounds a bit annoyed.

“ Aishh arasso .. I will tell you when I'm confess to her ..

Even better I will introduce her to you guys when we are official .. “ I smiled.

“ Make sure you do .. I'm happy for you Jjong .. Although I'm quite envy right now. “ He chuckled.

 

 

D-DAY

 

“ Oedi ? “

“ Just go straight .. You'll see a bench with a pink balloon there .. “

After a while, “ I'm here Jjong, where are you ? “

“ Close you eyes first. “ Then I hanged up.

I walked towards her slowly so she won't realize it. I kneeling in front of her while holding a rose and, “ Shin Sekyung .. “

She opened her eyes slowly.

* Owhh .. This really make me nervous .. *

“ Jjong .. “

“ Will you be my girlfriend ? “ She looked at me with a wide eyes.

“ Se .. Sekyung-ahh “ I wait patiently.

“ Jonghyun-ahh .. What's this ? “

“ I just confessing to you .. “ I said in smirked.

“ I .. I know .. But .. “

* That's doesn't sound good to me .. Is she not happy with this ? *

“ Please get up. “ I do as she said.

“ Jjong-ahh .. I really like you .. I really do .. But I don't think I can accept this . “

“ Huh ? But why ? “

“ I don't wanna get hurt later on. “

“ What are you talking about ? “

“ I don't want you to leave me for someone else .. “

“ Sekyung .. I really love you .. Why would I do that ? Yeah I know I used to be a player but that was before ..

I'm totally change Sekyung and you're the one who made me. “ I said almost crying.

“ You can say that now but what about the future ? We won't know right ? “

“ Can't you trust me a bit ? Can't we give a try first before you make a conclusion. “

“ I don't know Jjong .. I don't wanna take a risk .. I have hurt before I don't want the same thing happen to me again. “

“ Not all guy are like your ex Sekyung .. I'm different and I know I will love you and take care of you no matter what. “

“ Jjong-ahh .. Please understand me .. I think we should only be a friend and not more than that. “

That was really a heartbreaking. She didn't listen to me at all.

“ Please believe me Sekyung .. I really .. really love you .. Please I'm begging you to trust me on this .. Don't do this to me .. “

“ Kim Jonghyun .. If you keep behaving like this .. I don't know if I can be your friends at all .. “

“ Sekyung-ahh .. “ I pleaded.

“ I'm leaving .. “

I grab her hand not letting her go.

“ I understand .. I won't force you on this .. There's nothing more worse than lose you forever .. But Sekyung-ahh ..

Please remember this .. I love you no matter what .. Even if you only are my friend. “

“ Jonghyun-ahh .. Mianhae .. “ She hugged me.

 

____________________________

 

“ Hey Jjong .. It's been a month already .. When will you bring your girl to meet us ? “ Onew hyung asked.

“ She won't meet you guys. “

“ Why ? “ Key nudge me.

“ Because she won't .. Don't ask anything else after this .. Please .. I'm so not in the mood.

I already tell you the important thing and that's it. “

I sounded a bit harsh on that time but I really don't wanna talk about Sekyung by that time as I know there's nothing

will happen between us so there's no need for the boys to know in detail.

I leaved and walked to my room and I saw a missed call on my phone. It's Sekyung so I call her back.

“ Sekyung-ahh .. “

“ Jjong .. Can you come to my house tomorrow ? “

“ Sure but why ? “

“ I will tell you tomorrow. “

 

“ What's with the bags ? “ I saw her butler bring few bags.

“ I'm leaving. “

“ Ok .. What ? “

“ I'm leaving to Canada today .. My flight is at 12noon. “

“ Mworago ? Are you trying to fool around ? Why didn't you tell me earlier ? “ I was so shocked.

“ I'm sorry .. I really want to tell you about this .. “

“ Why are you leaving ? “

“ I'll continue my studies at Canada along with my cousin .. It's my dad's decision .. “

“ OMG Sekyung ! You really .. Arghh .. “ I kicked the bench.

“ Please don't be mad .. That's why I purposely asked you to come here. “

“ Yeah .. Like that would make things turn out well ? “ I said annoyingly.

“ Yah are you still gonna act like this when I'm about to leave ? “ She pouted.

“ How am I should react when you told me this shocking news now ? “ I'm still furious.

“ I'm sorry .. “ She caressed my hair.

“ Why are you always like this ? “

“ I am Shin Sekyung .. Of course I'm always like this .. And don't make that face again .. “ She smiled.

“ How long are you gonna be there ? “

“ I don't know . Maybe 8 years. “

“ Mwoh ? “

“ I have to go now Jjong .. “

I give a hug for the last time.

“ I might have stop you if I know about this sooner .. Just be careful .. And .. I .. I will miss you Sekyung .. “

Even it's hard I have to let her go in the end.

“ Me too .. We will meet again Jjong .. Don't worry .. I won't ever forget you .. “

Before she could get into her car, “ Sekyung-ahh .. I love you .. “

I saw her expression at that time but I don't how how to describe it whether she like it or not.

“ Goodbye Jonghyun .. “ She bid goodbye after that.

 

End Of Flashback

 

 

“ I never see her again after that .. I become really mad at her because she never contact me after she leaved ..

And that's why I decided to become a player again.. Just to prove that I can live without her .. I was hurt by her

because she never put her trust on me when I'm told her that I'm gonna love her and care for her always ..

And I was hurt twice when she decided to ignore me just like that. “

“ OMG ! THAT WAS SO ... “ Key was cut off by Taemin.

“ SAD ! “

“ Thanks Taem “ Key said.

“ Wow I never know you have this kind of love story.. “ Minho patted my back.

“ Did you really have the same feeling for her like you used to Jjong ? “ Onew hyung asked me.

“ I think so .. “

“ So what chu gonna do now ? She's with Doojoon hyung now .. Don't you think you should just forget about her

and move on ? “ Onew hyung has his point.

I just keep silent.

“ Just think about it ok ? She looks happy with him .. Don't you think you should be happy for her as a friend ? “

He add some more.

“ I will try .. “ That's the only word that came out from my mouth.

“ We don't have luck in love right hyung ? “ Taemin hug me.

“ Yah Lee Taemin .. Don't think we are the same .. I can always have somebody that will love me

it's just that I don't want it now .. “

“ Hyung .. That's hurt. “

“ Haha .. Sorry dongaseng .. But I'm a lot luckier than you in this case. “

“ How should we react when we meet her again with Doojoon hyung ? “ Key was worried.

“ Come on guys .. Don't be pressured just because of me .. I'm cool . “

“ But .. “

“ Don't worry Minho .. “

 

End of Jonghyun's POV

 

 

Jonghyun and Key was on their way to their respective class when suddenly Jonghyun spotted Luna at the Library.

“ Key you can go first .. I'm meeting someone .. “

“ Sure. “

He entered the library and approached her.

“ So ? “

“ Now what ? “

“ Tell me what she said to you yesterday ? “

Luna just ignored him and continue to read her book. Jonghyun take his sit next to Luna.

“ Don't you ever ignore me like that. “ He closed up the book that Luna read and snatch it away.

“ I'm reading that. “ Luna glared at him.

“ If you not telling me than I guess I have to bug you until you speak. “

“ Don't leave him .. Love him always .. He's a great guy.. And you're lucky to have him. “

Jonghyun was confused. “ Sorry ? “

“ I just told you what she said to me yesterday. Are you happy ? “

“ She said that ? Really? “

“ Can you not questioned me back ? I'm tired of you already .. “

“ Haha .. “ Jonghyun laugh by himself which make Luna to creep out.

“ So what you said ? “

“ What ? You expect me to answer that ? “

“ I don't know .. Who knows if you had a crush on me or something ? And maybe you will said ..

I will love Jonghyun with all my heart.. haha “

“ Crazy guy .. “

Luna was so pissed with Jonghyun so she decide to walked away from him.

He run after her and whispered to her ear. “ Hey blondie ..Don't worry .. I will accept you if you do love me .. haha “ 

“ What the ? Aishh! “