november 25 .

I guess regretting is something we realize after we loose everything. I did loose something that's really hard to get back after that one stupid sentence...i was just being stupid well i didn't know that my frozen heart is going to melt as we spend more time together, i thought i could keep it hidden, unnoticed untill i'll get a chance to get rid of those unwanted feellings, the forbidden growing feelings i had for her.i tear would drop from my eye as i realize that i wasn't who i thought i was,the personality that i build to protect myself from the things that didn't matter coz time is so precious to be wasted on a dreamy fairytale from a current love story.i just hope that this winter won't end before i regain myself completely and have a new start when summer comes...