Call me your last

"Let's break up." The words spitted out like venom and Sunggyu didn't even know if he was dreaming or not. But he'd rather be dreaming because this was not possible. None at all. Yet the fact he wasn't asleep with a nightmare became in light as there's no playfulness in Woohyun's eyes.

His face was stern, the way that he rarely used and nothing was more fearful than his serious look in his face. Sunggyu awkwardly laughed with such hope to lift up the mood, "What nonsense are you talking, Woo? It’s not funny to joke like that."

He wished that this wasn't real but with Woohyun standing so tensely in front of him, it's impossible for him to joke around. "I'm not joking, Sunggyu." The tone in his voice startled him for a while and worst was when he called him with his true name, not the cute nicknames anymore.

"You're not?" Sunggyu gradually stopped his fake laugh to Woohyun's remark. "Then why?" He bit his lips slightly just as Woohyun approached him in a very tough like a soldier. The moment his own back touched the wall, he realized he had been backing away from the man he loved.

"Things changed." He uttered shortly and Sunggyu could see how hard it was for Woohyun to say those words. "I don't think anything changes, Hyun." He tried to sound as gentle as possible cause a slight raise of tone will only make it worst for them.

Woohyun's hands abruptly gripped his arm rather harshly until Sunggyu let out a sad whimper. "Everything has change damn it! Can't you see it?!" It wasn't good, Woohyun's emotion were not stable and it’s good to be true.

"What did--Ouch!" The pain was too much to bear any longer. The grip tightened more and his whimpers were useless in the condition. Woohyun was not going to let him go and it was the last straw for him. In a blink, Sunggyu flipped their position, pinning Woohyun on the wall with his sudden increase of stamina.

The younger was astonished with his action but never commented about how hurt Sunggyu slammed him on the wall. Well he kinda deserve it. Woohyun looked at him with sad eyes and once again his lover confused him. First, he was mad and ready to break up and the next thing, he looks miserably awful. His right hand reached up on his face, caressing the cheekbone gently.

"This is what changes." He lowly whispered but still audible to Sunggyu and just then he realized Woohyun was staring intensely into his eyes. Sunggyu mentally scoffed, of course that would be the reason. Woohyun no longer saw the hazel eyes he adored so much. All in front of his eyes were a pair of crimson red eyes, which can only belong to one mythical creature-

Vampire.

He hanged his head down, no longer allowing Woohyun to stare into his eyes. The strength he put against Woohyun gradually decreasing followed with the colour of his eyes. They were back to hazel.

"Only because of that? Only because you found out I'm a blood monster?" His eyes were fixated on the floor but his voice was stern yet shaky. The raven haired realized he can easily pushed Sunggyu off him but he didn't, he let Sunggyu's arm pressing on his chest lightly.

"I'm sorry." Of course, the usual break up words.

"I trusted you!" He yelled with he hit Woohyun's chest quite hard over and over. "How could you? How could you do this to me? I trusted you with everything. I gave you my all and I told a secret that I would never tell anyone else. How could you be so cruel to me?" His words were shaky in the end indicating he could no longer hold back his tears. It's true that Sunggyu was the one who told Woohyun about his secret being a vampire, damn, it was because they were dating for 2 years and Sunggyu trusted him with all of his heart and soul.

"We're just not meant to each other." Woohyun says, finally pushing Sunggyu off him slightly.

"Don't you still love me?" The need to ask the question was very big so he did, although he could guess the answer. The question halted the younger from going out of the room, he knew the elder will keep bothering him if he didn't answer this. "Haven't you heard a saying 'No matter how much we loved someone, the love will fade in the end eventually' Well, guess what, my love for you has faded." With that, he left Sunggyu, crying on the floor all night long.

"My love for you has faded." Those words kept on replaying in his mind like a broken film and what worst, his heart kept on shattering accompanying with his tears

---

Sunggyu felt an arm draping on his waist and followed by a tinkling breathe against his nape. He didn't flinch anymore because he knew the owner of the arm very well now. "Hyung, let's go out to eat." He persuaded him like the other members did, but he's quite different because he didn't give up like the others. Other members knew about the break up. He didn't have to give them details. They knew straight away once both of them stared to ignore each other.

 "I'm not hungry, Myung." Sunggyu lied and his hoarse voice gave it all away. Myungsoo was not dumb. He noticed how thinner Sunggyu became and honestly he hated it. "Please hyung." He tried again, of course he would, and he won't give up just yet, not until Sunggyu agrees in eating even just a bite. But what he didn't know was- Sunggyu didn't have to eat, he just need to feed on blood.

"I won't eat until you eat." He exclaimed like a little sulky kid and Sunggyu on the other hand, sighed. He turned his body around with some efforts until he faced the younger.

"Be a good boy and listen to hyung, Myung ah. Go on and eat, hyung is not hungry yet."

"But-"

"Please. Don't add my worries anymore." Sunggyu practically begged Myungsoo for it. He really didn't have time to deal with other problems. Woohyun was a big deal. Forgetting the man he loves so much was something impossible.

Maybe he said an awful thing because there's a hint of sadness blooming in his eyes. "I wish I could be the one who you worried the most, hyung."

. How could he forgot about that fact?

"Oh, Myung." Myungsoo pulled Sunggyu closer, hugging him so tight like his life depends on it.

"Why can't you think of me more? Why must you keep looking at jerk who hurt you so damn much?! I can treat you better, I know I can! So please hyung, forget him. He walked away from your heart, hyung and I really wish I can take his place."

How can he forget that Kim Myungsoo loves him? He confessed to him a few times but always get dejected because Kim Sunggyu belonged to Nam Woohyun. Even the members knew about this, well it was hard hiding a secret from each other. And now because Woohyun had leave his princess behind, Myungsoo will be the knight who save him.

"No more. Please, no more, Myung." Sunggyu didn't want his friendship with Myungsoo worsen even more. It's enough that things become worst after the awkward confession of his.

 "But I can treat you better. I will give you all my love, hyung. You will never be hurt or cry again. I promise with all my heart that I will love you and only you." His words were assuring indeed and that was all Sunggyu needed to let his wall down.

"Will you hurt me?" Obviously, he was scared of that thing over again.

"Never, hyung. I will never hurt you. How can I when I love you so much." His voice was so sweet and so gentle.

One last question.

"Will you still love me if I am a monster?" Myungsoo smiled because Sunggyu looked like a five-year-old kid, asking for a lollipop. "Even if you're a monster, it will never change my love towards you." And that was Sunggyu needed-love.

"Okay." Sunggyu answered and there's no turning back anymore. "Huh?" "I said okay. I will be your boyfriend." Myungsoo's face lit up with happiness and the big smile he was wearing was the proof of it. At least, he can make someone happy.

"You don't know how much it means to me hyung! I'll love you, I will love you will all my heart. Take my words hyung."

"You'd better." Sunggyu smiled as well as he could see how happy the younger was. "Thank you, hyung. I love you. I love you so damn much." Myungsoo didn't have to wait for Sunggyu's reply because he knew it will take some times for Sunggyu to really fall in love with him.

Instead, he leaned closer, capturing those lips which he wanted to kiss so badly. Sunggyu flinched at first but quickly loving how gentle Myungsoo's lips against him. It felt weird to be having someone's taste on his lips once he already used to the previous taste for two years. The kiss was not wonderful and mind blowing like Woohyun's kisses but it is still sweet and he liked it a lot.

Don’t worry, Sunggyu. Love grows.

---

Everything was going well for Sunggyu, well half well but it was enough for him. Woohyun had gone for two weeks thanks to his individual activity in Japan. Also in this two weeks, Myungsoo kept on giving him the love he wants, maybe just maybe, this thing could work up between them.

The other members didn't say a word about his new relationship but Sunggyu knew they were happy because it stopped him from being miserable enough. Though things will be awkward between him and Woohyun, hell it will never be the same anymore for them, the members only stayed quite.

Once Woohyun was back from Japan, he never tried to talk to Sunggyu and same went for Sunggyu. There was nothing more to talk between them it was all over. But Sunggyu was wrong, Woohyun had something to talk.

"Are you with Myungsoo now?" He asked, stopping Sunggyu from going into the practice room.

"It's none of your business." Sunggyu grunted, not sparing a gland towards Woohyun.

"I take that as a 'yes'". He said and finally leaving the elder. Sunggyu didn't dare looking back at Woohyun and if he did, he would notice how hard Woohyun was gripping his own knuckle.

---

Everything happened in a blink of an eye in the dance room. Sunggyu couldn’t comprehend what just happened. He heard the members yelling over his name and he realized he was falling, falling into darkness.

---

It felt like a joke, a terrible joke right now. Sunggyu smiled bitterly, thinking about what just happened. The doctor's words rang inside his head and he still won't believe him.

Sunggyu was given some time alone, no, actually he was the one requested to be alone because he needs to put the puzzles together. There were too many questions lingering in his head and he couldn't help it due to his weaken body.

Earlier, he heard some commotion outside, probably the members wanted to give him a quick visit, but a leader's order was a veto and his manager was helping him of course. He didn't want anyone to see him in this miserable state especially his boyfriend.

"You shouldn't be messing around right now." A familiar voice was heard suddenly and Sunggyu's head followed the direction only to face with the worst person ever. He was the last one he wanted to see right now.

"Can’t you understand the order? ’Leave me alone.' How did you even manage to get pass Jungryul hyung?" Sunggyu made sure he guarded the door, not allowing anyone to enter except his CEO who only cried once they received the news.

Woohyun shrugged slightly, not bothering to sit beside Sunggyu. Yeah, he rather stood here like a statue than being close to Sunggyu because he couldn't trust himself. "I bragged him with some candies." Of course that would work on his unpredictable manager. "Anyway, back to it, stop playing around."

"Excuse me?" He looked up at him, astonished.

"Stop playing around and heal yourself idiot. You're making everyone worries about you." Woohyun tried to have a proper conversation with Sunggyu but the elder could detect the annoyance in his voice.

"I didn't tell you to worry about me." Sunggyu replied sternly, defending himself.

"I'm not. I'm worried that your condition will affect the group's reputation. We're going to come back in a month and I'm pretty sure we still need a leader though you can be annoying all the time." It was supposed to be a joke, but it turned out to be an awkward one and Sunggyu didn't feel any better hearing it.

To him, his words only made his wound deeper. It's okay Sunggyu, love fades right? There should be no reason to hold on towards Woohyun but yet his heart said otherwise. Both of them knew Sunggyu's ability to heal himself thanks for being a vampire. No wonder Sunggyu never got sick. There was once he sprained his ankle badly, but the next second, the swelling was gone and he could dance all night. The others pondered about it but shrugged it off once Sunggyu said the injury was not too bad.

"We need you as a leader so stop playing around and heal yourself." Woohyun leaved and Sunggyu just smiled bitterly. If only I could.

---

It was hard to convince Jungryul hyung to let him inside because Sunggyu was being an idiot. But he understood him, Sunggyu's behaviours in hiding his own weakness. He never let anyone to see his tears, his pain and his worries. No one was allowed to see them except for him.

Woohyun closed his eyes with his back leaning against the cold wall. The image of Sunggyu back then scared him. He looked so weak, so fragile and it took everything to suppress him from hugging the elder. That's the reason for standing so far from Sunggyu. He will, no absolutely will take the elder in his embrace if he stays near him.

His words sounded very cruel, but he meant it. How can he bear the sight? As if Sunggyu will die soon. He lied so that Sunggyu will heal himself fast, he wants him back in the dorm, dancing in the practice room without any flaws. Though he knew he lost every right to care about Sunggyu, he just couldn't stop worrying about him.

Jungryul hyung was still with the other members, comforting them especially Myungsoo, who claimed he has every right to see Sunggyu right now ( Woohyun almost snorts at his comment). He knew there won’t be a need for him guarding the ward, he will take his leave only just only after he checks on Sunggyu again.

He slowly opened the door, afraid to wake up the elder if he was sleeping and his hunch was right when his eyes landed on the weak figure sleeping on the bed. With a smile, he was about to shut the door close until he caught a figure in the ward. His eyes widened at the sight and without even trying to process what was happening, Woohyun lunged himself towards the figure. He hit him hard until he figure groaned when his back came contact with the floor with a loud thud.

Woohyun held both of his wrists and pinned him down with his body weight, locking him away. Sunggyu who was awake thanks to the commotion abruptly sat up, with his body shivering to death.

"W-woohyun." Sunggyu called, almost pleaded because the man had a knife in his hand. Just now, Woohyun was actually protecting him because the unknown man was trying to stab him.

"Get out!" He yelled, using all his efforts to keep the man down.

No, no. Sunggyu protested but he was unable to utter a word. Right now, he only knew one thing. He only knew that he wanted Woohyun away from the man, safe and sound. If he hurts his Woohyun, the man will pay double, no triple the price. He tried to get off the bed, but his legs were not obeying his brain commands. No matter how hard he tried but it was useless, he was too weak to walk or even do anything.

"Woohyun, stop!" Sunggyu cried, pleading. "Please, Woohyun!" He was scared Woohyun will get killed, if the one who should be killed was him, not his precious one. The raven man gritted his teeth, holding back the criminal with all his strength.

" Sunggyu, just get out!" He somehow could read the situation that Sunggyu couldn't walk right now and he’s not thinking even properly. Hell, who would when there's a man trying to kill him in this room. Everything became a chaos once the man broke free, tossing Woohyun out of his way harshly on the floor. And he was once again charging towards Sunggyu with the knife. But before anything, Sunggyu caught a glimpse of a shadow moving so fast until his eyes couldn't catch him. The next thing he could see was the man's neck was snapped by a familiar face.

"Wow, that's something you don't see every day."

"Henry?!" Sunggyu's voice rang out of curiosity. But only one thing he could process right now- if Henry was right here then it meant that something bad had happened.

"What the hell?" Woohyun who was still recovering from the impact shrieked once his eyes caught on the dead man. He was slowly turning into ashes. Henry scrunched his nose due to the bad smell emitting from the ashes now.

"My bad, I'll call my people to take care of it." The man so called Henry. Woohyun could guess he's the same kind of Sunggyu thanks to his impressive strength and his dark crimson eyes.

"What's happening, Henry?" Sunggyu asked him, literally begging him to answer what was the situation because it was too much for him.

"Shh, cous, lie down first." Henry urged Sunggyu to lay back on the bed, insisting him to rest first. "Everyone is worried about you."

 Woohyun cleared his throat, slightly dislike the feeling of being ignored. In fact, he wanted all to be cleared right now. "Mind explaining what's really happening? And why was that guy trying to cut Sunggyu's head off?"

Henry raised an eyebrow towards Sunggyu, silently asking him a question that even Woohyun could predict. "He knows." it turned out barely as a whisper but still heard.

"That's something new. Okay, let's start with some introductory shall we? I'm Henry, Sunggyu's cousin." He offered his hand for a handshake and Woohyun absentmindedly received.

"Woohyun. Nam Woohyun, his bandmate." Henry raised an eyebrow once again at his remark. He knew it was impossible for Sunggyu to tell anyone about his identity unless-

"Ex boyfriend." Sunggyu finally decided to add something. Of course Henry was beyond shocked.

"Wow, that's something impossibly possible." Sunggyu rolled his eye and thanked when Henry started to do some explaining. "Woohyun right? The man, no the thing you just saw me killed was called a snipper. They're not human, rather what we can say they're greedy vampire. For a vampire to gain total immortality and power, they need to drink from the holy water, but as a return their insanity are taken away. They are what we called a snipper and unfortunately, they are not fond towards the normal vampire because they thinks they deserve to rule all the vampires."

"For that, we are always hunting each other and usually they won’t recklessly attack us at this time of hour." Henry was referring to the morning. Snipper couldn't stand sunlight, it burns to them not like the normal vampire. "But they will attack at any hour in Sunggyu's condition."

Woohyun's eyes were on Sunggyu at the remarks and he could see Sunggyu was trying to hide himself. "What do you mean 'Sunggyu's condition'? He's not sick right? If he is, then it shouldn't be a problem for him to heal himself. Come on, you vampires always do that." Woohyun inquired a statement but still his voice was laced with worriedness.

Henry sighed slightly, almost looking defeated. "We do heal excellently, but not for Sunggyu, not this time."

"What?!"

"Is it time already?" He asked with his eyes begging silently towards Henry, hoping that he wouldn't agree with his words.

"Yeah, 2 weeks." Henry answered.

"I would really appreciate if anyone would explain this to me." The confused Woohyun quickly stated as he didn't like to be left behind especially in this important condition.

Sunggyu looked at him bitterly, as if he regretted for everything. "I'm going to die Hyun, in two weeks." That nickname, it hurt to hear him called him like that when he couldn't touch him right now but his heart almost stopped.

"B-but you're a vampire. You can't die." His words were stuttering, it was clearly seen he was afraid with what was happening.

"We're not immortals Woohyun. We can die." Sunggyu was right, their life span just are same as humans but they can heal themselves allowing them to live longer to an extent, but they will die eventually.

"Unless, we find you your soulmate." Henry spoke out, giving an idea that will be impossible.

"It's impossible. Let me just die in peace." Sunggyu groaned in defeat, snuggling his face in the pillow. He was ready for this. For death yeah. Because he knew finding his soulmate will be a mere possibility.

"What's a soulmate?" Henry was having a hard time having to explain everything to Woohyun, but he had to or not that brat wouldn't stop asking him more questions.

"Soulmate is a person who is bonded to the vampires. Most of no, all of the vampires will know their soulmate once they were born, because the soulmates are always among the vampires....except for Sunggyu." Woohyun eyes felt on Sunggyu, who was hiding his face, obviously didn't adore the fact about what they were talking about. "Sunggyu's special. When he was born, he had no soulmate, no one had the same scent as him. The only possible conclusion was, his soulmate was not among the vampires."

"A human?" Woohyun guessed and he merely nodded.

"Sunggyu was allowed to live like a human, go schools with them and interact with them so he can find his soulmate." Henry stopped for a while before continuing. "We were supposed to find them before we turns 25, and for Sunggyu the due date is in two weeks, and unfortunately he failed to find the right person."

"Let me get this straight." Woohyun cleared his throat because he didn't think he could say those words. “He will die if he doesn’t find his soulmate or something?”

“Yeah.”

“T-then what am I?” Woohyun asked and instantly Sunggyu knew the question was directed towards him. “Did I mean anything to you?” He knew very well Woohyun was referring to his relationship back then. Damn he was so sure, that Woohyun would be the one, but he was wrong.

“We’re over, isn’t it? You’re the one who broke up with me, remember?” He painfully pointed and slumped down on the bed once again, completely tiring his body. He was getting week every single seconds and just saying a few words tired him much more than usual.

Woohyun clenched his fist with his head hanging down. Sunggyu was right. But there could be a possibility right? The two years of happiness they shared, it must be something right? Unless, Sunggyu did move on.

“Then, why don’t you ask your new boyfriend to be your soulmate? I know he will be more than happy.” Woohyun said sarcastically because honestly the fact annoyed him the most, he felt like burning the whole world.

Henry once again looked surprise. “Wow cous, you shocked me more than twice. Woohyun’s right, maybe he’s the one.”

“He’s not!” Sunggyu exclaimed suddenly raising his own tone, startling the two. “I can’t take the risk, Henry.” He lowered his voice through the end and Henry knew Sunggyu was right on something. Not when I don’t love Myungsoo at all.

“What risk?” Woohyun questioned with his eyes burning to know more.

“Well—“

“There’s no need for you to know.” He cut Henry’s words because stating the statement will only make Woohyun do something stupid. Maybe, if Woohyun still have feelings for him that is.

“There must be a way! We need to find your soulmate fast.” Woohyun exclaimed looking all serious and Sunggyu just wanted to laugh his off so he did.

“Why are you so worried about me, Nam? You pushed me off and now you want to save my life? Don’t be a hypocrite and leave me alone.” His words were filled with hurt, Henry could sense, how much Sunggyu still holds the feeling towards Woohyun.

Woohyun’s face stiffened for a while. “But you’re still our leader, we, as Infinite, needs you so, don’t you go dying on us.”

---

“I still don’t understand why this idiot is following us.” Sunggyu hissed in annoyance as he slumped his back against the passenger seat at the back of the car. Unfortunately, Woohyun was sitting next to him, not literally next, there was a space between them.

Woohyun knew Sunggyu wouldn’t approved if he stated his intention of following these two vampires earlier, because the only viable reason Sunggyu could give was it was too dangerous and Woohyun is not strong enough. But right now, Sunggyu was the weakest.

“I told you I won’t let you die, not when you have to carry our group.” Of course, that would be Woohyun’s answer, all the time. Sunggyu felt so burdened every time Woohyun mentioned about Infinite. The group meant so much towards Sunggyu and just the thought that his condition affect them so much, it hurts. Maybe he shouldn’t enter the group from the first place. It would be better that way—not meeting and falling in love with Nam Woohyun.

“You’re so ing annoying, you know that.” Sunggyu could hear Henry, who was driving, sighed so he decided to shut his mouth than distracting Henry.

Woohyun just shrugged at the comment, ignoring Sunggyu, putting on his earphones because the images before they left burned in his head.

“I’ll come back soon.” Sunggyu managed to calm the other members that he will be alright. He of course lied to them, saying there was someone who can cured him from the ‘unknown’ disease that doctor diagnosed him. Well he wasn’t entirely lying, they were going on an impossible quest to hunt for his soulmate.

“Hyung.” That broken voice only added Sunggyu’s guilt. The more he looked at Myungsoo, the more he felt like killing himself although he was on verge of death. He pressed his forehead against Sunggyu’s, enjoying their last moment together. It was unfair from Myungsoo. Sunggyu kept himself from the others and when he finally decided to see him, he was going away. But he knew better, Sunggyu needed to go, to find cure.

“Hey, I’ll come back before you know it.” Sunggyu whispered because it’s painful for him to see Myungsoo so sad like this.

“You better hyung.” He pressed his lips over Sunggyu’s and the elder gladly responded, loving the way Myungsoo held him so preciously. “I love you.” He said against his lips and Sunggyu just smiled bitterly.

“Me too.” Only in this, he lied.

His main feeling was jealously. But Woohyun shrugged it off. Henry explained earlier that there’s someone who can help them find the soulmate. The reason why Woohyun followed him was the CEO’s order (well actuall