“Can I really trust you?” Siwon ask he doesn’t want to tell the others about his problem and specially he doesn’t want his secret to be reviled, he observe each one of them and his gaze stopped at Donghae, he’s having a second thought again he is unsure, if he tell his secret and problem to them, Donghae might tell anyone and yes he has a trust to those six people with him, but with Donghae he’s unsure if he can really trust these guy.

“Hey, if you’re worried that I might revile your problem or secret, then worried no more coz I’m not the type of person who gossip a lot, and who the hell should I tell your secret to? I don’t have someone to call a friend at School and beside I don’t really care about your problem” Donghae said to Siwon

“well, if you’re not ready to tell us then it’s okay, we won’t force you we will wait for the day that you would tell us all of your worries” Tiffany put her hand on Siwon’s shoulder and smile at him

“I think it’s time to go” Leeteuk stood up followed by the rest except Siwon “Today” they heard him say and they went back on their seats

Siwon look at them, they smile at him, he took a deep breath and sigh “The reason why I’m not in my usual self today is because” he stopped he look at them, he notice that they were listing to him no one is talking and all of their ears are at him and it give him the courage to trust each one of them, he took a deep breath again and continued “Today is the death anniversary of my parents” he heard them gasp, he look at them again

“We’re sorry” said Seohyun

“No need to say sorry” he said “well my parents die because of a car accident, they said that someone had planned it and it’s all because of a business deal, someone offer to buy the company that my past grandparents own, but my dad doesn’t want to sell it to anyone and it’s the only thing that his parents had left him, even though we have lots of sisters company but still my dad doesn’t want to sell it he said it’s the most important of all of the company that we own, then one day me, my sister, dad and mom just arrive from state for a vacation we were on our way home when suddenly” he stopped then they have a moment of silent each one of them were serious of listening to his story “Then suddenly my dad lose the control of the car, he keep on stepping on the break but it doesn’t work, my sister and I were sitting at the back I saw my dad look at my mom, he kiss mom’s forehead and said ‘I love you’ they smile at each other, then they look at us, they touch our cheeks and say ‘I love you’ they smile at us. I know that in that very moment, we will have a car accident, I thought to myself ‘it doesn’t matter as long as we die together its okay for me’ then all of the sudden I hear a crash, everything went dark. Then I woke up I heard a serine then I saw Butler Kim, he try to wake me up I stood up then I can feel that something is dripping from my forehead, I wipe it away then I saw a red stain from my hand then I realize that it was blood then I remember everything, the crash, the breaking of glass, the serine, we have a car accident I observe my surrounding lot’s of police car and ambulance were surrounding us, I look for my parents and sister but I could find them. I went to Mr. Kim to ask where’s my parents and sister, he only shake his head and cried, I went to the ambulance, then I saw their cold body lying, cried my heart out, I ask God why didn’t he take me? Why didn’t he let me join my parents and sister? I keep on asking him over and over but nothing happen. One day a police went to our house he said that it’s not a regular accident that always happen, the break in our car were gone and it maybe the reason of the accident and they also said that it’s impossible to lose the break it maybe because someone had plan it, they also promise us that they will keep on investigating until they will find the truth, but nothing happen we lose hope, I lose my hope to gain the justice for my parents. I blame the investigator for not doing his job properly I blame all the public for making the people hopes up and nothing happen and it’s the reason why I became a rebel, I don’t trust public servant anymore” Siwon look at them again

“So up until now, you still doesn’t know the truth?” Leeteuk ask

“Yes, but Mr. Lee and I believe that it was the man who wants to buy one of our company, but we doesn’t have enough evidence to prove that it was him and earlier this year we here a news that, that guy pass away so we don’t need to investigate again, hearing the news that his dead is already a sigh of relieve for us”

“Ah, so that’s the reason of your drawing” Donghae snap his finger

“You mean the thing he draws that caught him in trouble?” Kyuhyun ask and Donghae nodded

“Oh, I remember that” said Jessica

“Me too” said Taeyeon

“Wait so whose taking care of your company right now?” Leeteuk ask Siwon

“Our Butler Mr. Kim, he keep on asking me to take care of the company but I’m not ready yet” Siwon answered

“A butler as the same time CEO, wow” Leeteuk said in disbelief

“Do you mind if I ask when did the accident happen?” Tiffany ask Siwon

“First year of middle school” he answered

“So five or six years ago” said Kyuhyun “Sorry” he patted Siwon’s back

“Sorry to ask but, if it’s your parent’s death anniversary then why are you here?” Taeyeon ask him   

“Up until now, I’m still not ready to face them we keep their ashes in our house we put it on a very special room, but like I said up until now I haven’t enter that room yet” Siwon answered he lock his finger and stare the fire in front of him “I let the maid and Mr. Kim to do the ceremony, every time this day would come, I always leave the house, coz I don’t want to remember the sad memory of the past”

“But you must, even though it’s painful you must attend the ceremony. Didn’t  you know that the pain that you were feeling is isn’t equal to the pain that your parents and sister had felt when they realize that you, the only member of the family had left is isn’t there to celebrate with them just for a little while? Please even though it hurt, please be there just for a little while, I think it’s time for you to face your fear, I bet your family would be happy to hear your prayer for them” Tiffany pat Siwon’s shoulder and smile

“It’s great to face your fear it will help you to become a better and stronger person that you are right now” said Donghae

“Nothing will happen if you face your fear, facing your fear might lead you to your happiness” said Seohyun

“Take the risk” said Kyuhyun and smile at him

“Having fear is a good thing but facing and fighting it is the best way to become powerful” said Leeteuk

“I’m sure your parent and sister is waiting for your prayer ever since they left this world, and I hope starting today they would stop waiting” said Taeyeon she smile at Siwon giving him some encouragement

 “And I believe that you didn’t disappoint your family. Your Mom, Dad and Sister also knows that” Jessica holds Siwon’s hand and smile then she let go

Siwon is sitting there silently while they observe him and wait for his decision, he rise his head and stare at them “You guys are right, I think it the right time to face them I will face this fear and become a stronger person” he said and smile

“Great, hope we help you with your problem” Tiffany said happily

“You did help” Siwon answered

“And don’t worry about your problem and secret it’s well hidden and no one will know about it” said Jessica

“Thanks, you guys and Mr. Kim is the only person knows about these” he smile again

“Whoa, you have a dimple just like me, but mine is better” said Leeteuk

“Well, we saw you smile but it’s only a half smile so we didn’t saw your dimple” said Kyuhyun “On second thought, only do the half smile I don’t want you to take my popularity away” he said jokingly

“Don’t worry, I didn’t plan on doing that” Siwon answered

“Now that you have decided, are you planning on going home tomorrow?” Jessica ask him

“No, I’ll enjoy myself here and when we go back, that’s the time for me to face and pray for my parent and sister”

“Good to hear that” said Donghae “well, we still have tomorrow and the next day to enjoy our stay here, so I guess it’s time for us to sleep” he stood up and pat his

“Agree” Leeteuk also stood up followed by the others

“Now, that you know how to smile and started to open up, are you going to quit being a rebel?” Jessica ask Siwon they were on their way to their Villa

“No” he answered without hesitation

“Fair enough” said Leeteuk