It is a story of my marriage life, full of sad and happy moment. I love him, just like he love me. Or maybe i love him even more. 

I dont understand he sometime. And i regret , i feel guilty towards him. But he doesnt understand me, and he never try to understand me. He just full of ego. 

He love me, but he thought me as a wife, i have to follow everything he said, everything he decide. I cant even let out my opinion even sometime i feel like i dont want to follow his instruction.

But i love him a lot. We through a difficult live, before we get married. His mother never bless our relationship. Thats the hardest thing that we through together.

Glad his father blessing our relationship and persuade his wife to accept his son's choice.

But her fake bless never end after we got married. She treat me like . But i got a strength from my dad in law. He's the one who always comforting me.

Not like Mark, he sometime act like he's deaf. He act like he doesnt hear his mother's harsh words towards me. Its hurt me sometime. 

But once we got to our home, he change. He love to cuddle and being closer to me. He even stop me from doing laundry just because he want to lay on my chest, and ask me to play with his hair until he fall asleep.

He just like a baby.

But he's change after i led out my little opinion just because i want to visit my mom instead of visit his mom.

I'm really upset. But as usual, im the one who ask apologize. Because i dont want something happen and i'll regret it forever.

Its only because of Mark.