Another night passed and I remain lying just as I have been for the past three years.

As every day the nurses come to my room, checking my state, open the curtains and the windows of the room and out.

And once again I'm alone here...

I do not know what time it is, what day it is, what month it is, and not the year. The only thing I know is that it is day, and perhaps in the morning.

Like every day I'm looking forward to Kyuhyun coming here, I'm wondering what we'll do today what he will tell me about his day.

I remember that he once brought me a stuffed giraffe. It was not great, but it was soft. He told me that I had put his name as Kiki. He did not tell me why I have chosen this name nor where he knows it. But I was glad to know.

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"Ryeowook, look what I brought you. I brought Kiki, his stuffed giraffe. You love her a lot ... you know? I hope you be happy to have her as a companion here with you."

I felt Kyuhyun raise my hand and then put it on something soft and light, was small. He said I really loved this giraffa, but I can not remember it.

But still if I could move my hand, I was going to pet her, and bring her closer to me. Simply because it was Kyuhyun who brought it to me.

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Time seems so slow, it takes so long to pass.

Again I heard the bedroom door open and a nurse comes to check on me. Again I dare sound the windo