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"Hey Luhan, do you want to be in our group for the biology project?"

Luhan turned his head around, raising one of his eyebrow, staring at someone who mentioned his name.

"Count him in."

Another boy appeared behind the boy who asked Luhan earlier.

Seriously, Luhan couldn't remember their names.

Or anyone's name.

"So, it would be me, Lay, and you, Luhan!"

"Yeah, Xiumin..." The boy who appeared later smiled at Luhan, kindly.

Luhan shrugged his shoulder, immediately turned his body to walk away from the boys.

Luhan walked passed the hallway, he couldn't wait to go out from school.

Or life, he thought.

Isn't it so wonderful if we could go out from our life?

Let this meaningless thing called life go.

"Hey, Luhan!"

Another disturbance.

Luhan stopped his walk for a moment.

"You know... the thing is--"

"Not interested." Luhan cut the other's word before she could finished.

Because Luhan knew.

And he really hate it when someone showed interest towards him.

Especially the so-called love confessions which he often received from the girls.

Love, huh?

The most stupid thing in this world, which everyone keep saying at any seconds, in a day.

Fortunately, Luhan didn't feel those so-called love in his life.

Or, he just didn't feel any emotional feelings in his life...

"You know, everyone adores that new boy..." Xiumin said brightly, trying to bring a warm atmosphere while his group is working at the biology project.

"Yeah..." Lay nodded,"He's a funny guy."

Meanwhile, Luhan repeatedly wrote one word on his book.

Life.

Life.

Life.

"Have you seen him, Luhan?" Xiumin asked Luhan kindly.

Eventhough he knew,

Luhan would never answer his question.

It seems that his voice was locked somewhere deep down beneath his throat.

It was past midnight that day when Luhan actually met the new student.

While he was having the best time in his daily life,

when he finally could feel something inside him,

that satisfied feeling.

It wasn't his fault, nor anyone's fault, that he was this kind of human.

Maybe it was God's plot for him.

Or maybe that dog had a short time for living.

First, he stabbed.

Second, he stabbed deeper.

Third, he dragged the knife out.

Forth, he scratched.

Fifth, he sliced.

"Holy ! What did you do?!"

Luhan turned his head for a second. 

A tall boy stood behind him.

Immediately, he turned his gaze to his own red-stained hands. 

That new student.

Luhan bit his lips, holding his laugh.

His emotionless laugh.

"None of your business."

Silence.

There was no response from that new student, so Luhan decided to look at him, once again.

But.....

He sharpened his gaze towards that new student who was staring at him fearfully, eyes and mouth wide open.

Luhan swore,

There was something.

standing.

behind that new student.

smirking.

Luhan had never cared about anything in his life.