Hoseok

3rd week in school

Going to school.

Pretending to learn.

Trying not to fall asleep.

Acting like he is finally happy.

That's what everyday looks for Hoseok now.

>> Same day, same moon
24/7 every moment repeats
My life is in between. <<

But it is everything that he has left.

Where would he be without the opportunity of going to school right now?

>> Jobless twenty-somethings are afraid of tomorrow. <<

>> When you feel how hard it is to get through a day
Keep feeling like the
“Control” beat, keep downloading it
Every single day is a repetition of ctrl+c, ctrl+v. <<

This school isn't exactly teaching him the things he loves.

Not the things he want to do later on.

But maybe it is good this way.

In the end his plans for the future never worked  out anyway...

>> It’s funny, you think anything
is possible when you’re a kid. <<

But this isn't true!

He did met the boys again!

His friends.

His hope.

>> Follow your dream like breaker
Even if it breaks down, oh better
Follow your dream like breaker
Even if it breaks down,
don’t ever run backwards, never

Because the dawn right before
the sun rises is the darkest. <<

He always had to fight alone.

Everyday in his life he was lonely.

Maybe there were other persons.

But it didn't matter.

Even if they acted nice.

Even if they laughed at his jokes.

They were fake.

And as soon as he needed help, real help, not one person was to be found.

He was all alone.

>> I have a long way to go but
why am I running in place?
I scream out of frustration
but the empty air echoes
I hope tomorrow will
be different from today
I’m just wishing. <<

Hoseok sits with his friends under a tree in the school yard.

Well...at least that's what they call this place.

There is a tree, yes, but that's the only thing making you imagine that this was once a yard.

The boys are just sitting there, chatting, laughing.

It's autumn by now which is really recognizable by the cold wind and the red leaves.

Hoseok slips closer to Taehyung who is sitting next to him, putting an arm around his waist.

>> Because the dawn right before
the sun rises is the darkest. <<

“Here, open your mouth, Hobi. Try it!”

Jimin puts a little something in front of the elders mouth who obliques the request immediately.

“Woah! It's good!”

“Jin-hyung made it.”

Hoseok shows the oldest two thumps up.

“I always did the cooking at home.”

“Your really talented! I wish I could to something like this.”

“But you can!” the boy, he snuggled close to replies, “Your dancing is amazing!”

“Yeah it's true! I never saw someone dance as good as you!”

Everyone nods in agreement.

Hoseok just smiles.

Yes, it is really nice.

>> When the dark night passes,
a bright morning will come
When tomorrow comes,
the bright light will shine so don’t worry
This isn’t a stop but just
a pause in your life for a break
Turn up your thumbs and press play
so everyone can see. <<

Hoseok never knew what his future will bring.

Hack, he didn't even know where he will be the next day.

>> Tomorrow, keep walking,
we’re too young to stop. <<

And it's true. He still doesn't know.

But even though he doesn't know what tomorrow will bring, he is not afraid anymore.

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