"No one notices your tears, no one notices your sadness, no one notices your pain but they all notice your mistakes" - anonymous

Seungri's POV

I was startled by the sound of alarm that supposed to be my wake up alarm.

Lately, i couldn't sleep at all. I've got too many things in my mind. I feel suffocated, like i've been doing so many things but, at the end of the day, i still a little boy from Gwangju whose begging for second chance. This happens repeatedly, I'm like being stuck in the same dark circle. There are already many people who always encourage me, made me realize how precious I am, that every drop of my sweat deserve to be rewarded, and every drop of my tear deserved nothing but happiness. And I just have to work harder, and endure it much harder.

I try to get up, ignoring the buzz in my head. Now still 7 a.m, and i still have an absolute 2 hours before my schedule in YG. I need a cold shower in order to stay sane throughout the day. I can see a pathetic panda in the mirror, too bad because sadly I think I look cute with my fatty dark eye bag.

After shower, another thing i need is a cup of coffe, a toast and practicing to smile. It's easy, just strecth the corner of my mouth, and i'm practically look happy

I've finished my toast when Hwangsabu Hyung remind me about my schedule this morning. I grab my key and put another sweatpant to my bag.

"Seungriyah,, you come to the gym as well