Headaches.

They are a .

Really.

And Kyungsoo knows it.

He always suffered from them since he was a cute little boy with big kind  eyes. The only thing that saved him from his headaches was music.

It wasn't instantaneous obviously. It needed time. But it worked. After a few hours on the dark his headache disappeared slowly.

He sang too. His friends said he was good so he gave it a try and went to SM entertainment auditions. And he made it.

The outcome surprised only him. He always underestimated himself.

But with his smooth voice full of feelings and unsaid thoughts he became one of the best singers in the company.

The rookie days were tough, but when he, finally, got into EXO everything seemed to be in the right place.

But right now he really hates his life and everything else.

Music too.

They had a 3 weeks long full schedule without even enough time to sleep.

And now, when he is dead tired, he can't.

He feels his head exploding.

Not even music worked this time.

Painkillers didn't work at all.

So as soon as they came back home he went to his room and closed himself in.

Only darkness and pain are surrounding him now.

His band mates are in the living room trying to be quiet as possible.

But 11, twenty years old, guys CAN'T be quiet. It's just impossible.

Suho and Xiumin tried to come into the room but he shouted at them to go away.

The door opens. He doesn't shout at the newcomer.

It's Jongin.

Kyungsoo knows it even without watching at him.

His headache disappears for a slight second.

For him Jongin is the best painkiller ever.

But he can't tell him how much he means to him.

He just can't .

So he just curls up a little more and closes his eyes shut.

The headache bringing him to the edge of madness.

Again.

JONGIN POV

Everyone is worried about him.

He never shouted at anyone before. When he is tired or angry he usually gets even quieter.

Suho and Xiumin returned from his room even more worried.

He always told me he suffered from headaches but I never paid enough attention.

it.

I'm an idiot.

I'm not only worried. I'm dying here cause I don't know how bad is he feeling.

He just asked us to leave him alone.

Everyone here knows we are close. And we are more than close. I've ing fallen for my best friend. GOD.

How can someone NOT fall for Do Kyungsoo? HOW?

And now I'm standing here, like an idiot, when the guy I love, who's also my best friend, is in a ing dark room suffering.

I can't stand it anymore.

I stand up without a world and walk through the living room.

I open the door he closed 3 hours ago.

He doesn't shout at me.

He just curls up a little more facing the wall.

I close the door and the darkness surrounds me.

I walk to the bed where he is curled up and turn him to face me.

He opens his eyes and stares at me.

Pain flashes through them.

"Jongin, go away." he whispers.

"You know better than me that I'm not going anywhere,Soo."

He stares at me blankly.

"Please Kai.".

When we are alone he never calls me like that.

Never.

Not even when he is angry with me.

I watch him.

I can't stand it anymore.

He seems so tired.

So full of hatred an pain.

And I just do the thing that crosses my mind.

I hug him.

It's not that we never hugged before, but this time is different.

He doesn't push me away as he usually does.

He just snuggles closer to me.

His arms wrap around my chest and he puts his head in the crook of my neck.

I start humming without thinking and he starts relaxing.

Slowly.

His arms tighten around me and I hear him whispering a soft "Thank you.".

I look down.

His dark brown orbs are staring at me  and everything becomes to much.

His body tightly wrapped around mine.

His fast heartbeat.

His dark eyes.

His plump lips.

Everything about him rushes on me like a tidal wave.

And I kiss him.

Like there is no tomorrow.

And maybe it won't be.

We won't be friends anymore.

But right now I don't care.

But he doesn't pull away.

He wraps his arms around my neck and pulls me even closer.

When we separate we don't say anything after it.

We just enjoy the silence and the darkness surrounding us and our beating hearts.

"Your headache?" I ask breaking the silence with a quiet whisper.

"Gone" he says slowly.

He wraps his arms tighter around me.

"You know, Soo, I think I have really fallen for you".

"We have the same problem then." He says sleepily.

I pull him closer.

I need to know that he won't go away.

That he won't run from me.

That he won't run from my love from him.

And he doesn't.