Guys thank you sooo much for subscribing. Anyways enjoy!!    Bambam POV       That same day in practice my eyes keep wandering back to him. I feel like this is a dream, and I'll wake up and he'll be gone. I'm scared of this not working out. I'm scared he is going to notice he loves someone else. I'm scared someone will take him away. Right now we're all sitting in the living room since today is movie night.      "Guys I'll go get something to eat before the movie starts" I say making my voice cuter than usual as I signal Jackson with my head to follow.      Taking the hint Jackson gets up and gets his shoes, "guys I'll go with him don't want him getting lost or anything"     Opening the door walking towards the elevator nothing can be heard. It's a nice type of silence it's not awkward. The moment we step on the elevator I hold him close. I don't want to lose him. I squeeze him as if my life depended upon it. I lean down and place a kiss to his head. I take in a moment to smell his hair, a nice mix of coconut and something I can't quite distinguish is present. I like it.      "You know you could stop staring at me like that, and lower down for me to kiss you." He whispers slight pout present in his features.      "oh the manly Jackson is too short to reach me" a giggle escapes my lips as I watch his reaction      "I don't love you anymore" he says before turning around      This line hits me straight in the heart, my heart is squeezed at the mere thought of the reality that could hide behind those words. I turn around silently weighting my options. Maybe he'll break up with me this moment and what am I going to do hit him or run? Wait I can't even run I'm kinda locked up in a box a couple of feet from the floor. So that idea is definitely discarded.    "Why are you quiet?' I can feel his warm breathing in my back and his soft hair near my shoulders. 'You know I didn't mean that right? I will never leave you, never" I slowly release my breath not realizing that I've been holding it.      "I'm just scared.' My voice trembling, an unknown force makes me continue letting out all my preoccupations, "I'm just scared you'll get bored of me" i can feel the tears threatening to fall at any given moment      "You're a dumb dumb. I'll never get bored of you" his answer comes hushed from behind me     With those last words the doors open letting in a cold breeze. He grabs my hand as we silently make our way to the c