My name is Kunpimook Bhuwakul, Bambam for short. I'm desperately in love with Jackson Annoying Wang. 

    I'm can't keep living with the question always lingering in my mind. I need to voice out my feelings before I go crazy. I've been hurting so much that at this moment I would not care to be rejected, as long as he knows. I would lie if I said that is would forget him and move on. This love is the type that will last forever. My thoughts are interrupted by my growling stomach, well guess I need some food. Why, cuz food is life, food is love. Or at least that's what Jackson repeats every day. I grab a bowl of cereal, not wanting to make much noise. One again, another sleepless night. It's been weeks since I sleep comfortably all night, the guys are starting to notice. As I return to my room, I watch Yugyeom sleeping comfortably. I finish my cereal hurriedly, my mind is still being a little bleech. After many hours, I finally accept my fate. It's decided. Tomorrow I'll tell Jackson.  "Oh my gods, I will fuxking kill someone" I seriously want to rip out my hair, it's such an ungodly hour to be up. Considering I only slept like two hours. I grab my favorite sweater, favorite because it was a gift from Jackson. I heard a startling noise from the kitchen, good fuxk I swear these people want to kill me.  I shuffle my way up to the kitchen. The sight in front of me is mesmerizing. Jackson shirtless, these people really want to kill me.  "Ooo Bambi I scared you. I'm soooo sorry, but I was starving." Jackson whispered to my ear, shivers ran up my skin. I can feel myself blushing, so I decide is smarter if I just turn around.  "Nonono... I.. I.. Mean it's fine, I wasn't even sleeping" okay maybe my answer was a little bit too loud and maybe a tiny b