10 January 2012

MBC Dream Centre, Seoul

"Invisible! Get ready! Up in 10!"

! Why does the workers here must keep reminding us! Can't they just shut up for one time!

Me and the others were only minutes away from making our debut stage on M! Countdown in front of thousands of people, we were nervous like hell, and the workers here counting down the times isn't helping one bit.

We were all understandably nervous, Me and Hakkun were sitting on the make up chair, our maknae, Jongi was pacing up and down the room, while the rest, Kazuma, Chris Nam and Youngmin was at the corner doing who knows what. Maybe praying,because I can hear them muttering something like "God..." and "Amen.." like that.

"Hey, are you almost done yet Yuki? This is exciting! Hurry up!"

"Yah! I'm doing as fast as I can Oppa!" Yuki, one of our make-up artist, pouted to Hakkun, "I told you my speciality is is traditional art, not digital art. This is difficult for me."

Hakkun, stop bothering her already." He gave me the oh-come-on look, which I ignore and continue letting the other make-up artist, Jongwook put more make-up on my face.

"Oh my god hyung, I never been this nervous in my entire life!" Jongi said. "What will they think of us? Our music video got a million view in just a day and now they are expecting us to performed the same way. Oh god! I am starting to regret being an Idol!" 

It was true, we just released our music video yesterday, and it already got 2 million views, and the media and fans expected us to perform the same way how our music video did.

I stood up from the make-up chair and walked towards Jongi. I put my hand on his shoulder," Don't worry Jongi, I'm sure they going to like our performance. Relax."

"How can I hyung, what if they don't like it? We may another fail K-pop boy group Hyung! How can you still talk so calm!?"

I replied with a calm voice," Because I'm nervous maknae."

He looke at me with a confuse look, " I'm nervous too Jongi, we all are, but if we are always calm, our mind will just focus on just one thing. So you need to stay calm and just think of debuting." 

I looked at the others, " Don't you guys care of the fan screaming or cursing, just stay focus and we will all make though this."

They all stay silent, thinking of the words I just said. After a few second, Kazuma joked, "Wow Hyung, where did you get this from, movie? Novels?"

I shake my head, " Fanfics...." Everyone laugh.

Then Hakkun, Kazuma, Chris, Youngmin and me came and and went for a hug." Don't worry Jongi, we will performed our best!" Chris said. 

"Yeah kid, I, the most handsome of all of you, will make sure the fans scream our name very loud, well....mostly me anyway."

Jongi looked up and smile at us." Thanks guys."

"Invisible, in 1!" Damn!!!!

All of us looked at each other as we started to exit the room one by one. I was the last one to exit.

I looked back at our group manager, Jimmy Wong, my manager, Park Jiyong and also the make-up artist and said thank you to them.

They respond by giving me a smile and mouthed "Good luck" before I left the room.

The lights on the stage dimmed as the spotlight shone down on the host,who both of them I recognized as SM artist, as the stage hands quickly motioned for the six of us to climb the stairs and get into their spots on the stage.

'So.......This is it.'

'All of those years of training, I'm finally here.'
 

“Ladies and Gentlemen! It is our pleasure to present, the newest of artist of newly formed Milky Way entertainment, please welcome Invisible!”

'This is it.'

I pray for the final time before heading on stage and making our debut. I heard the fans out there shouting and chanting 'Invisible', which made me a bit better.

'This is it.'

'This is it.'

'Finally, Time to be famous.'

Invicible MAMA

Careless
Careless
Shoot anonymous
Anonymous
Heartless
Mindless
No one who care about me

{Hakkun} Irheobeorin chae
Oemyeonhaneun geot gata
Chameul subakke eobseo
Nuneul gamjiman~

[Sean] MAMA ijen naege daedaphaejwo
Wae saramdeuri dallajyeonneunji
Areumdaun sijeoriraneunge jonjaehagin haenneunji~
[Hakkun] Ije deoneun saranghaneun beopdo ijeotgo
Baeryeohaneun mamdo irheotgo
Deungeul dollin chaero saragagi bappeungeol

Ingmyeongui gamyeone gamchwotdeon sarui gadeukhan jilsi
Kkeuteul bwado baegopeun deutan
[Jongi] Ijen manjokhae

Urin deo isang nuneul maju haji anheulkka
Sotonghaji anheulkka
Saranghaji anheulkka
Apeun hyeonsire dasi nunmuri heulleo
Bakkul su itdago bakkumyeon doendago malhaeyo MAMA, MAMA

[Chris] Eonjengabuteo urin seumateuhan gamoge jabaljeogeuro gatyeo
[Youngmin] Ogwa iro mandeun dijiteore nae ingyeogeul matgyeo
[Kazuma] Geogin saengmyeongdo gamjeongdo ttadeutamdo eopgo eoneo
sseuregiman nadwingguneun sangmakhan beolpan
[Hakkun ] Nari galsurok
Oeroumman deohaejyeo
Uriga inganil su bakke eomneun geon
Sangcheo batneun geot~

Mannago soneul japgo neukkimyeo hamkke ulgo utgo ([Hakkun] Yeah~Yeah)
Darmagago seoro yeongyeoldwae
[Jongi] Dorikigo sipdamyeon~

Urin deo isang nuneul maju haji anheulkka
Sotonghaji anheulkka
Saranghaji anheulkka
Apeun hyeonsire dasi nunmuri heulleo
Bakkul su itdago bakkumyeon doendago malhaeyo MAMA, MAMA

( Sean solo dance )

[Chris ] Jukgo, jugigo
Ssaugo oechigo
Igeon jeonjaengi aniya
Dowajwoyo MA-MA-MA-MA, MA-MA-MA-MA Turn back
Kkaedatge MA-MA-MA-MA, MA-MA-MA-MA Rolling back
[Sean ] Bakgo chigo pyeoneul nanugo ssaugo
Igeon geimdo aniya
Dowajwoyo MA-MA-MA-MA, MA-MA-MA-MA Turn back
[Sean] Yeah~

Careless
Careless ([Sean] MAMA)
Shoot anonymous
Anonymous ([Sean ] MAMA)
Heartless
Mindless ([Sean] MAMA)
No one who care about me ([Sean] MAMA)

[Jongi ] Sarme heorakdoen chukbokbadeun naldeure gamsahago
Maeil saeroun inyeondeureul mandeulgo
[Hakkun ] Kkaejyeobeorin maeume boda gippeun sarangeul
Modu hamkke useul su
Itdamyeon~

Urin deo isang nuneul maju haji anheulkka
Sotonghaji anheulkka
Saranghaji anheulkka
Apeun hyeonsire dasi nunmuri heulleo
Bakkul su itdago bakkumyeon doendago malhaeyo MAMA, MAMA

Careless
Careless
Shoot anonymous
Anonymous
Heartless
Mindless
No one who care about me

Short Chapter. Hope you like it.

Love Ya All!!