CHAPTER 10
TAEYEON POV
How could I? I almost killed Tiffany. Kim Taeyeon you could have killed her, why do you always harm people? Aren't you tired of pushing away people? 
Byut shouldn't it be better this way? This way she will stay away from you. 

Why am I such a mess?

NO ONE POV
Taeyeon stayed there staring blankly at the ocean. She couldn't forgive herself for putting in danger Tiffany.  
She kept scolding herself until she felt something warm embracing her body.
She looked beside her and saw Tiffany putting a blanket around the two of them.
The latter saw that Taeyeon was staring at her and she blushed.
They stared at each other awkwardly, but somehow neither of them could take away its own eyes from the other.
Tiffany: is there something wrong?
Taeyeon: I-
Tiffany: you what?
Taeyeon felt so guilty that she couldn't even give a proper answer.
Tiffany: Taeyeon-ah. I'm ok
Tiffany said thinking that Taeyeon must have been guilty judging from the look in her eyes.
Taeyeon then looked at the sea in front of her still feeling guilty
Taeyeon: I'm sorry
Tiffany: it's ok
Taeyeon: because of me something bad could have happened to you
Tiffany:but nothing happened right?
Taeyeon then glared at Tiffany. She couldn't understand how can someone be that calm after what happened. She couldn't understand the woman in front of her.
 That's it.
 Finally she found the reason why she didn't want the other woman close to her. 
She went through all the obstacles of her life learning to be strong. She always studied all kind of person she had to work with. She was always sure that people did something for something else.
Even Yuri and Seohyun were close with Taeyeon because she protected them, though gratefulness turned into friendship.
But Tiffany was different. She was so different from her. She ignored the woman and was cold to her. She almost killed her. But Taeyeon couldn't understand why was she still there with her after seeing what Taeyeon was and did.
Taeyeon: are you really that stupid?
Tiffany: what?
Taeyeon: I almost killed you. Aren't you afraid that it coud happen again?
Tiffany then smiled
Taeyeon: why are you smiling? Is your life a joke to you?
Tiffany:no
Taeyeon:then why?
Tiffany: did you just hear yourself? You were not being mean to me, you were actually worried
Tiffany then showed her her eyesmile making Taeyeon unable to do anything
Tiffany: I'm just happy. Finally you are not trying to push away people using your coldness
Taeyeon: I really don't understand you
Tiffany: that's a good thing
Taeyeon: why is that?
Tiffany: because you are curious and you want to know me better
Taeyeon then smiled feeling somehow calm 
Taeyeon: yeah sure miss hwang
Tiffany: oh! wait. Was that a smile?
Taeyeon: no
Tiffany: yeah yeah deny it
After that small talk they stared at the sea
Taeyeon: why did you come back?
Tiffany: i couldn't let you get sick 
Taeyeon: what?
Tiffany: what? it's cold here, if I'm gonna keep you company I don't want to get sick or let you get sick. Right? What would happen to the partnership?
Taeyeon just smiled 
Tiffany: we should have done this sooner
Taeyeon: what?
Tiffany: I didn't know that an almost accident would make you open yourself to me
Taeyeon: it's dangerous being close to me
Tiffany: I will take the risk
Taeyeon then stood up walking towards the sea
Tiffany: yah Kim Taeyeon! What are you doing?!
Then Taeyeon faced Tiffany
Taeyeon: miss hwang why did you come back
Tiffany smiled at the confused looking woman in front of her
Tiffany: you asked me to stay. 
Taeyeon looked more confused and faced the sea screaming
Taeyeon: AHHHH! TIFFANY HWANG YOU CONFUSE ME!!
Tiffany was shocked. Finally Taeyeon tried to express herself.She just stayed there watching the woman. She was confused, she didn't know what she was feeling for Taeyeon, but she was sure that it was something strong. She was afraid, but somehow happy.
Taeyeon: TIFFANY HWANG CAN YOU FORGIVE ME?
Taeyeon was still facing the sea saying that, not having the courage to look into Tiffany's eyes
Taeyeon: I AM SORRY. 
Taeyeon faced Tiffany crying 
Taeyeon: I'm not used to this. I'm sure I'll hurt you but can you- Can you bare it for a little more? I'll try. Changing for the people who are worried for me. So can you help me? 
Tiffany ran to Taeyeon and hugged her
TAEYEON POV
S-she is hugging me. Calm down Kim Taeyeon. 
She is too close.
ARGHH What's wrong with you stupid heart. Stop beating so fast.
She makes me feel so warm. Is it right feeling like this?
Tiffany thank you.  For making me feel these things and turning me into a human
 NO ONE POV
Taeyeon then hugged Tiffany back.
Tiffany: Good job Taeyeon-ah. You won't be alone dealing with pain anymore,I will bug you till the point that you will want to kill me
Taeyeon: YAH
Tiffany:hahaha you would never dare
They pull apart and smiled at each other blushing
Taeyeon: thank you miss hwang
Tiffany: you're welcome. are you ok now?
Taeyeon: yes. Should we go home?
Tiffany: Let's go

That night neither of them could sleep thinking of what happened
TAEYEON'S ROOM
Taeyeon: Kim Taeyeon you must have gone insane
Taeyeon was smiling like an idiot thinking of the hug. Then suddenly she sat up blushing.
Taeyeon: aish. Why did I say those things! Crazy woman, crazy woman!
Then she laid again frowning
Taeyeon: how am I supposed to face her? I mean it's so embarassing. What have you done Kim Taeyeon? You lost to your enemy.
Taeyeon: Kim Taeyeon you better change! Don't hurt other people
 
And after that Taeyeon spent all the night thinking of Tiffany