Finally, the night has come. The sky grew darker, painted blue on blue, one at a time, into deeper and deeper shades of night. I sit by the window of my bedroom. Our bedroom. Another one lonely night...

 

Stars...

 

Broken hearted people used to stare at the moon, but I love the stars more. Talking to the stars, is it crazy? I don't think so, because I know she is listening...

 

Stars, I'm going crazy

 

I wipe my tears away, still staring at the stars. Bright as always. How I wish you were here.

 

"can you see the stars? I love you as much as the stars"  you smiled.                                                                                                                  

"errr sooo cheesy! but it's okay cause I love you even more than the stars" I said

 

I miss your smile, how you used to smile whenever we're looking at the stars.

 

Everything I wanted to say to you, I said it to the stars. The words that never escaped from my mouth, I tell it to the stars. How I miss your face, your touch, your warm hand, your smile, your laugh, your eyes. How much I love you...

 

I miss you so bad, my love

 

I put my head on the window, the window that reflecting my crying face, touching the shining stars with my finger. I promised myself I wouldn't cry again, but I'm crying... again... 

 

 

This is me, I don't know what to do, I don't know why I'm going crazy like this. All because of you... you're not here by my side, I can't do anything.... 

 

I'm talking to the stars, again...

 

I can't forget you, I don't even know what 'move on' is, because of all the memories that are in my heart, I think of you everyday, every minutes, every seconds...

 

Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say, I really can't express myself, I'm frustrated now, and I miss her, so bad...

 

I want you back, I want to go back to your side. Stars, is it over? Is that it? Answer me! Don't just stare... Help me... I...I...

 

I wipe my tears for the umpteenth time, the reason of the tears in my eyes, all because of you... I need you.

 

Just for once, just once my love, let me fly to your side. Just once... Please...

 

No matter how much I miss you, no matter how much I need you by my side, no matter how long I waited, I know you will never back. You left me. You are there, you are that shining star, the star that I talked to every single night, it's you...

 

"remember, if I'm no longer in this world, I will be that star" you said while pointing at the brightest star.

 

I remember my love, that is the reason why I'm here, every night. Just to see you, my love.

 

I miss you.. I'm sorry I can't be by your side, I know you're happy there. Just want you to know, I... I... I will always be with you, even the stars only appear in the night. 

 

I kiss the brightest star, staring for another few minutes, and slowly fall asleep with my tears. 

 

You left me, you left me alone here in this world... What should I do?

 

"I love you as much as the stars" I will never forget this words, even if you're far away from me. You are that shining star, I'm sure of it. I will never stop loving you my love, my light, my stars..

 

 

Because...

 

 

I love you too, as much as the stars, Tiffany.

 

 

 

The star shining brightly, 

 

 

Please, don't cry my love...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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grab tissues T.T this song is reallyreally realllyyyyy *speechless* I cant even describe this song. some of the words are taken from the english translation of the song. I'm new author in this fanfic world so please forgive me for all the mistakes. Enjoy my random stories. Dont forget to subscribe, vote and comment my stories. lots of luvh!