Author's POV 

The door suddenly abruptly open making yuri and hwayoung break the kiss and it turned out that it was Taeyeon.

'Hey yul are yo...." Taeyeon was shocked on what she saw and good thing tiffany didn't see because taeyeon was blocking her view. 

*Closes door*

"What - what's wrong tae tae ?" She was sure that she saw yul but she didn't understand why Taeyeon closed the door 

"Umm nothing, why don't you go to where Jessica is at I  have to go and talk to yul privately" As taeyeon smiled and kissed her on her fordhead signaling her to go to her bestfriend, she was a litte confused but she nodded and went a head. Taeyeon opens the door and yuri at the balcony and a blushing hwayoung on yul's bed. 

"Hello Taeyeon - shii, I'm sorry you had to see that" bowing to taeyeon and taeyeon just nodded and was looking only at yuri 

"I think I should go" sensing the awkward tension between the two just as she was about to leave yul called her making her stop

" No don't leave Hwayoung, stay" yuri said looking at her from where she was. 

"Yuri can we talk in private" Taeyeon said very serious while opening the door waiting for yuri to go with her .

"Sure, hwayoung just wait for here I won't be long" giving her a sincere smile before walking out with taeyeon

They decided to go by the Banpo bridge that was only about 20 minutes away from the party, no one talked on their away over their but the tension between the two cousins were really strong. As soon as they got there yuri was the first one to get out of the car and looked at the bridge feeling the cool breezy aganist her skin, taeyeon got off too with a very serious face that would scare anyone but kwon yuri. 

"What do you want talk about taeyeon?" yuri said not bothering to even make eye contact with her still looking at the beautiful vew that was infront of her.

"What the hell you were thinking making out with Hwayoung? HUH YURI!" Taeyeon was beyond piss, she was tired of Yuri behaving like this each time yuri was upset or mad when she saw jessica with someone else she would drown herself into drinking and making out with girls making them think they have a chance when in reality they don't. 

"Hwayoung is a nice girl she doesn't need any of your bull" Making yuri face and it was a cold stare down that neither of them wanted to break

"Whatever the hell I do with anyone is NONE of YOUR GOD DAMN BUSINESS Kim Taeyeon" as she tore herself away from taeyeon's grip

"You out of all people have no idea how it feels like to see the person you are inlove with in the hands of someone else. *tears slowly started to form* You got the girl of your dreams in the first day you guys met! FOR F***KING SAKE. You don't how it feels seeing her everyday but knowing you will never have her. You think I like being this kind of person HUH YOU THINK I DON'T TRY TO STOP THESE FEELINGS TRY TO MOVE ON, I CAN'T ITS BEEN FOUR YEARS!! FOUR YEARS!! FEELING LIKE HELL. *Tears are dropping down from her eyes not bothering to clean them*  Everytime I give someone else I chance all I can do is imagine myself being with her, imagining that she's the one I'm kissing but when I open my eyes it's never her. Each and everyday I go to sleep I dream about her, being with her having a relationship with her but then morning comes and the harsh reality comes."

Taeyeon was shocked sh