This world can be ugly
But isn't it beautiful

"So what say the doctor". My sisiter make me the same question of all the months

"the same that i'm ready for the surgery, that i only need to wait a little more", what more can the doctor say to a person like me.

"can we go now i'm tired" I come every month for the same answer for 3 years, i'm really tired of this .

"Yea, just wait a moment i need to finish this paper, you can wait inthat table" 

"ok, but did you expect to go by my self if my walking stick is in the car" oh sorry I never pesent myself.Hi, my name is Kim Jondae but my nickname is Chen, I'm 22 and if you can guess i'm blind, well yea all begind when i was 7, I begin with problem to see and in my second year using glasses and taking medicine, when i was 9 the doctor say that in one year I'm gonna be totally blind ;that my shape of the eyeball does not provide a sufficient grip the retina; obviously I didn't understand anything, the only thing that was in my minth was that i don't gonna see anymore, it was the most scary thing in my life; I remember that I cry for days and lock my self in my room, the screams of my mom saying me to open the door. The next year when I get blind, my life get a really diferent road, I only can hear what that people say but never see, my friend feel them self awkward and go away of me one by one, i get so depressed in that years that i don't want to comeback to the school. So when I was 11 my family and I move from NY to Seoul, South Korea my parent are from here so we already now the language, from "we" I mean my sister and I, My sister was back there 13 years sos she was a little bit angry at my parents but of my condition she understand the situation.With t