Please Don't Stay In My Heart
Just Because...He can't erase her from his memories. Everywhere he go, whatever he do, everything will reminds him of her.
His favourite food is kimchi's pancakes but now he can't eat it because it reminds him that she always cooked it for him and it was the best pancakes he ever taste.
He can't go to noraebang now because that place used to be their favourite hangout place. Everytime he hear a certain songs, her soothing and sweet voice linger in his ear.
He hates when people apply aegyo to him now because it reminds him how much he misses her aegyo-ness. Her aegyo is her charm and for him, she is the "Aegyo's Queen".
He is mad. Mad with himself. Why can't he forget about her? He even pray that "please don't stay in my heart once you're gone".
His life is miserable and himself is a mess. All of this have to come to an end. So he decided to write a song to express his feelings and thoughts.
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I feel that
My meaningless expressions
My ending breath
And also
Memories of you that I wanted to erase
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I feel that
My endlessly shaking
eyes, lips, and heart
Traces of you that I wanted to erase
So much
Always I feel you
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Please don’t stay in my heart once you’re gone
I still want you
Don’t linger around my ears anymore (because)
I wanna listen. I wanna listen
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I hear that
Where you are right now,
How you are, I don’t know
But why do I hear your breath
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I feel that
No matter how hard I try
No matter how much I pray
It will never work
Even if I try to shake you off
I still feel you
-
Please don’t stay in my heart once you’re gone
I still want you
Don’t linger around my ears anymore (because)
I wanna listen. I wanna listen your sound.
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As I drift farther and farther
I gradually get closer and closer to you
As I hurt and hurt (like this)
I gradually want only you, you more
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Your eyes, your smile, and your hand motions still torture me
Making it so I can’t do anything, think anything, or do something else
No matter how much I look around, you’re not
anywhere, but I keep hearing only your voice
Even after I erase and erase all of your traces
I feel you more as the days go by
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Please don’t stay in my heart once you’re gone
I still want you
Don’t linger around my ears anymore
I wanna listen. I wanna listen your sound.
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As I drift farther and farther
I gradually get closer and closer to you
As I hurt and hurt (like this)
I gradually want only you, you more
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I feel that.. I feel that.. I only want you more. I feel that I feel that
Your all
I feel that.. I fell that.. I feel that
Your all
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Flashback
"Sunggyu-ah, mianhee. I really have to do this. You know how much my family means to me. And now, they need me. It is a very hard decision for me to make. I love you so much but I'm not going to ask you to come with me because I know how much your life means to you. However, if you still want to be with me, you know how to find me. Jeongmal mianhee, please don't hate me."
With that, she just left. Sunggyu know that Hyosung was left with no options. Her father was sick. Being the oldest child in her family, it become her responsibility to take care of her family and her family's farm. He really want to be with her but it was so far away and being a city boy all of his life, he was not use in living in the countryside. Is he being mean and selfish to their relationship?
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"Sunggyu-ah, what are you doing here? I'm suprised."
"Don't you feel glad to see me, Hyosung-ah?"
"More than glad. I think I can die in happiness now."
"Don't die yet. If not, it will be such a waste for me to come here."
"Now I won't because seeing you here with all your belongings, I think I can guess what are you going to do. But knowing you, it such a big decision for you to make. What makes you decide to come here?"
"Obviously it because of you, pabo! I can't take it when you are not with me. You makes me go crazy."
"I feel empty without you beside me too. You will not going to regret your decision, I will make sure of that. So, you are going to stay here for good, right?"
"Unless you don't want me too."
"No no, please stay. You know how much your presence means to me, right."
"So now, are we going to stay outside here forever? Not going to invite me in and introduce me to your family?"
"Sure, sure. I'm just to happy to see you again."
"Yeah me too. But before that, where's my kiss?"
*The End*
A/N: pretty short, huh?? hope you guys enjoy reading it. Feel free to drop a comment below. Thank you =D
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