He had been used, beaten and tormented - with words and actions. Nobody knew what went on behind the closed doors, after the shows where nobody could see. The bruises were covered in foundation, hidden away from prying eyes. The fans knew nothing, they knew nothing about the bruises and cuts, because he acted like nothing was wrong - he was BigBang's leader, he couldn't show weakness. He stayed silent, the threats overclouding his every word and so slowly he changed, his silent cries for help