In a relationship like ours, words are hardly said. Both of you weren't good with words, you were a girl that didn't like noise and he was a boy different from the other boys that were his age.  Both of you had the power of telepathy. You two communicated through the eyes, without saying anything. And both of you actually knew what you were trying to tell. 

What happens when the person you love most, said that you were useless and good for nothing? Just hit me rather than being mad. I hope you can feel better that. Hit me as much as how I've hurt your feelings, I'm sorry for my harsh words. I never wanted to say them, they took control of my mouth. Just hit me, instead of ignoring me. 

There was this question in your mind, why did he call you back?  Maybe he wanted to apologize again, or maybe he wanted to say goodbye. God, it was driving you nuts. You wanted to know the reason, as soon as possible. But it was impossible, wasn’t it? You cut all connections to him. You didn’t want to be anything related to

  If you love someone, tell him or her. Forget about the rules or the fear of looking ridiculous. What is truly ridiculous is passing up on an opportunity to tell someone that your heart is invested him or her. 

I still love you although you have a girl. It's okay because I'll still love you nevertheless. One sided love to the core, but for you, it's okay.