I didn't try to kill myself because I stopped wanting to live, I tried to kill myself because I already felt like I stopped living --- I wasn't doing it because I wanted to feel numb, I was doing it because I needed to feel something, anything.  

seungkwan wished that hansol would be the calm in his hectic life ☁  hansol never thought a boy of seungkwan's status would ever give a rats about him ☁ alternatively -hansol is alone; seungkwan wants to help ☁ short chapters english lowercase intended  @chewnon 2017