I didn't try to kill myself because I stopped wanting to live, I tried to kill myself because I already felt like I stopped living --- I wasn't doing it because I wanted to feel numb, I was doing it because I needed to feel something, anything.  

"im just so boring" -- "he's the most intricate person i've ever met" -- in which wonwoo can't understand why someone as amazing as mingyu would be friends with someone as plain as him -- in which mingyu doesn't see how someone as breathtaking as wonwoo could ever doubt their individuality -- lowercase intended and in english. the title (지루한) means 'jiluhan' which translates to 'boring'

seungkwan wished that hansol would be the calm in his hectic life ☁  hansol never thought a boy of seungkwan's status would ever give a rats about him ☁ alternatively -hansol is alone; seungkwan wants to help ☁ short chapters english lowercase intended  @chewnon 2017