it's all a mistakeKyungsoo highly believes that whoever he encounters and gets attached to is making the biggest mistake of their life. He is not someone they can hold on or depend to, he is a ticking bomb - one that will blow up with nobody wanting to clean up the mess but Jongin believe

flowers in the atticYou don't know a person's misery once you live in their shoes, being under their skin and Jongin is tired. He is tired of trying, tired of the shrink appoinments, tired of himself and most of all, he is tired with the world. He has himself secluded in his own thoughts,