Your boyfriend Sehun wants to take you on his tour.  You've always thinked it but always it seemed like an horrible way to meet the members for the first time in a little travel bus. Its too much, because usually i get really angry or anxious in a little space with 12 peoples.  But you went. There's alot of jealously, drama, romance & more. 

It's like you go to the same rollercoaster over, and over again.  It's endless. You'r life doesn't have much afford in it anyways, so why are you still keeping yourself alive? Only reason's you keeped yourself alive was your mom, brother, sister & bestfriend. Your dad leaved you, mom and brother, when you were just a baby. Mom never, told me why dad leaved.  Never have i ever hated myself this much? 

i wouldn't say that my life is totally messed up but i won't say that my life is normal . . ALWAYS  everything bad happens to me