Nichkhun live a life of suffered with his adopted mom, from one city, one village to another. He was abandone at the age of 7 and was adopted then and brought to Busan to start a new life but he and adopted mom was force to leave Busan two years later. He grew up facing hatred and bullied, watching his mother suffered for him. He hatred for Busan can never be forgiven especial to the man that did this to them. He enter seoul after graduating high school to attend JYP university and there he

Today your scent is not in me. Today I don't have you, I don't exist Saying this was a mistake hits me painfully Saying this is getting boring hits my ears painfully, Don't joke around like this I am weak, I collapse, loving someone else No I told you someone is you! Come back you bad person. -Kahi