Things had been hard for me in these months. s keep happening. I am tired with all of this. I am sad but I can't cry. I laughed over unfunny stories and even sad stories. Once I didn't have sleep for two nights...on the morning while doing works I am high lol. I can't think straight, and suddenly laughing and out of nowhere I will be crying. I don't even know why I was crying lol. Last time I cried listening to my friend's horrible singing. I couldn't thinking straight at that time. lmao. 

I'm tired of this .

I want a death note and gonna write my own name on it.

Cause of death: My life hates me

ok bye