Hi everyone who stumbled upon this blog. It's been a while since I wrote my last blog and my last story update. Just wanna to share my story here.

So currently I'm joining an exchange student program in Indonesia. To put this in a sentence. I'm not happy being here. Not because of the country, the people or else. But because of myself. I've been so busy and rarely sleep. My works are piled off like a mountain. Then, come another report, next report and next. And come another fieldwork and other fieldwork. Come another test and other tests. Sometimes I keep questioning what is the sweet things that I will receive after this that I have to sactifice all of these. And I have to deal with es... I miss my home and it's been three months I haven't seen my family. I'm tired...I wanna stop but I can't. I wanna cry but I can't. Why am I even here at the first place? Why I took this decision? Every thing happens have a silver lining, but where the fxck it is? I can't see it coming. Oh please I'm so tired of this life. Please...when this will be over? Please I don't know myself anymore.