➳ 2016 , JUNIPER
RA HA IM
birth name : ra ha im ( 라하임 )
nicknames :
ra ha ( 라하 ) a nickname that seemingly spouts out from nowhere, but is used like it's her birth name. ha-im herself had no idea where it comes from or what it means, but she still responds to it nontheless.
in and out ( 인안드아웃 ) according to ha-im, those who fear for their life and the purity of their soul shouldn't ever let this nickname slips out of their mouth (or else, she says, she'll make sure they don't ever get to talk again.) the inventor of this nickname and the One who lived (though maybe not for long) is her childhood best friend, jung hoseok. no one knows the meaning of this nickname, not even hoseok.
in and out ( 인안드아웃 ) according to ha-im, those who fear for their life and the purity of their soul shouldn't ever let this nickname slips out of their mouth (or else, she says, she'll make sure they don't ever get to talk again.) the inventor of this nickname and the One who lived (though maybe not for long) is her childhood best friend, jung hoseok. no one knows the meaning of this nickname, not even hoseok.
birth place : dongdaemun-gu, seoul, south korea
hometown : eunpyeong-gu, seoul, south korea
birth date : o2.o2.1995 + 22
blood type : b+
height & weight : 161 cm & 48 kg
height & weight : 161 cm & 48 kg
languages :
native korean ha-im almost always sounded rather bored in her speeches. her words trailed off forever and each her sentences comes out in a drawling, mocking tone. even when she's happy, her tone disagrees. she's rather known for sounding uncertain in her each and every word, religiously adding "um.." and "err.." in her sentences.
basic japanese sincerely speaking, from the bottom of her heart, ha-im had no desire to be good in any other language than korean. side-stepping both mandarin and even english, she dives head-first into japanese (and later, much later realized that this is a big mistake and "why the hell are there three different ways to write this?? what a mess!")
basic japanese sincerely speaking, from the bottom of her heart, ha-im had no desire to be good in any other language than korean. side-stepping both mandarin and even english, she dives head-first into japanese (and later, much later realized that this is a big mistake and "why the hell are there three different ways to write this?? what a mess!")
face claim : dia's jung chaeyeon
backup face claim : gfriend's jung eunha
appearances : when other girls around her gets the usual, "you're so pretty!" and "you looked really cute today!" compliments from people around them, ha-im is almost always asked the same question: "are you mad at me or something?" naturally, ha-im's eyes would turn themselves into narrowed slits, mouth pulled into a straight line and giving people the impression that she's mad or not feeling very well. if not so, she'll looked rather blank, like she's somewhere else. "Earth to ha-im!" is probably heard almost twelve times a day whenever she have that particular face expression on. other than her peculiar, uncontrollable face expressions, because of her pale, fair skin and her below-chest-length, dark brown hair, you can easily mistook her for any other female idols. ha-im is pretty, sure, but she doesn't have any wow factor that could wow others. she stood at the average 161 cm and weights 48 kg (slightly underweight, but ha-im NEVER Starves herself. her body refused to gain more weight.)
style : "ra ha-im, get back here and put something else on!" summarizes just how good ha-im's at when it comes to coordinating clothes or colors together. despite having lived in dongdaemun, south korea's city of fashion, ha-im have absolutely zero knowledge of such things. she refused to admit that she's not into fashion because of the sarcastic comments of "oh, really, dongdaemun girl?" but there's really no other way to put it: ha-im isn't into fashion. she puts on whatever the hell that she a) liked or b) could grab in the morning. thousands of their fans had commented on her peculiar taste and said that she could afford to give more thoughts about her apparel but ha-im still had a hard time with this. usually, she'll beg for either of her group members to coordinate or choose her clothes for her, just so she could avoid confrontations about her weird fashion sense. as time passed, she'd learnt to choose the safe outfit: white t-shirt tucked into black shorts paired with any pair of sneakers or ballerina flats.
personality traits : observant, quiet, humorous, classy & insecure, nervous, brash, irascible.
description :
no, it isn't compulsory for you to call her a wallflower; ha-im would rather swim all the way to africa than be called that hideous, stereotyped nickname. she isn't everything that appears on the surface - drawling voice, blank face and seemingly lost in her own thoughts most of the time, ha-im is actually a girl who have all the right reasons to be quiet and observant of others. she's usually left by herself with her thoughts so when it gets too boring and too quiet, she'll observe people instead. some people does this without showing too much interest but ha-im literally carries with her a small notebook to write down her observations for the day. no one really cares, no one really notices - ha-im is quiet in everything she do. she'll suddenly stand beside you, listening in on your stories and then she'll be gone, apparated herself away from you without no one realizing.
if you'd been with her since her ugly, crayon-eating days (yes, looking at you, mr. jung hoseok) you'd have probably seen the slightly hyped, humorous part of her that is now kept well-hidden as she aged. hoseok would always claimed that no one would hate her for being funny or trying to, but ha-im hears that as another way of asking her to dig her own grave. it was a bit annoying how she'd have to keep all those amazing puns and imitations to herself but ha-im had long mastered the art of keeping her face straight. so, no, it doesn't matter as much to her. as you know her longer, she'd slowly show off this part to you, being unable to keep all her on-point imitations to herself any longer. oh, no, no -- who uses this word to describe others anymore? really? classy, used to describe someone in the 21st century? honestly, ha-im finds people who calls her classy a big, fat joke. she isn't classy in the slightest; people mistook her conflict-avoidance tendecies as being classy. why she refuses to participate in the wrestling competition? she know she wouldn't win. why, apparently, she eats lunch by herself all the time? she have absolutely no table manners and doesn't want anyone to know that! it's really easy to differentiate being classy and being good at avoiding conflict once you'd understand the peculiar creation of god that is ra ha-im.
if you'd been with her since her ugly, crayon-eating days (yes, looking at you, mr. jung hoseok) you'd have probably seen the slightly hyped, humorous part of her that is now kept well-hidden as she aged. hoseok would always claimed that no one would hate her for being funny or trying to, but ha-im hears that as another way of asking her to dig her own grave. it was a bit annoying how she'd have to keep all those amazing puns and imitations to herself but ha-im had long mastered the art of keeping her face straight. so, no, it doesn't matter as much to her. as you know her longer, she'd slowly show off this part to you, being unable to keep all her on-point imitations to herself any longer. oh, no, no -- who uses this word to describe others anymore? really? classy, used to describe someone in the 21st century? honestly, ha-im finds people who calls her classy a big, fat joke. she isn't classy in the slightest; people mistook her conflict-avoidance tendecies as being classy. why she refuses to participate in the wrestling competition? she know she wouldn't win. why, apparently, she eats lunch by herself all the time? she have absolutely no table manners and doesn't want anyone to know that! it's really easy to differentiate being classy and being good at avoiding conflict once you'd understand the peculiar creation of god that is ra ha-im.
for someone who'd been around hoseok for years, you'd have thought that ha-im is used to being around actual, living, breathing human beings, what with hoseok dragging her everywhere and shoving her into groups of people, claiming that she "needed" friends. ha-im thinks being friends with only hoseok would be enough for her; she doesn't need too many friends. it'll be hard to keep them together and then it'll be harder for her to not annoy them. in other words: ha-im is always rather insecure and nervous about herself when ed into a group of people. would they laugh at this joke? is this pun laughable? is this imitation on-point? am i being too weird? her mind would conjure up questions faster than she could construct her answers and at the end, ha-im would leave and then find comfort in hoseok, the only person she'd been with for years. even as she'd became a certified, debuted idol and have fans of her own, she thinks a lot of what their thoughts on her would be.
why she doesn't like talking? ha-im sure is a good listener but don't trust her to give you good feedbacks if you ask her for some: they'll either make you or break you, no in-between. you broke up with your boyfriend? "i Did warn you about him, that lizard-looking dickhead isn't even worth it. i warned you, and you didn't listen!" rather brash when it comes to words, with ha-im, it's tough love all around. easily offended? leave. there are times when ha-im's just being quiet and keeps her thoughts to herself but more often than not, ha-im would just blatantly express her dislikes. she finds no comfort in sugar-coating and she isn't intending on doing so, at all. ha-im is seen as this calm, rather comforting member in juniper but only ha-im knows how hard it is to keep her anger intact when it comes to prickly situations. she's seen smiling, even laughing at sensitive jokes about herself but only god knows how many times she'd had you killed inside her head. she's easy to annoy and the members claimed that the girl gets annoyed almost every 0.2 second. when she's annoyed, she doesn't keep quiet about it either. listen to her rant about it for one whole hour before moving on to suddenly planning trump's assasination and leading to something else on the next hour.
background :
"ra ha-im, my favorite lone ranger!" as hoseok would always call out, ha-im is the exact definition of a lone ranger. if you decided to look that word up, ha-im's face would most likely show up, too, because of how accurate the definition of the phrase and her personality is. having grown up in a well-connected, high-class family -- ha-im is almost always left at home alone. mom's always up to something, dad's always waiting for calls and her brother always locking himself in his room or refusing to share his toys with her, ha-im learnt the meaning of loneliness way before her age. because of this, she'd grown rather insecure, thinking people walks away from her because of who she is. without anyone to turn to, ha-im would sit by herself and study because that's the only thing that would make her mom smile at her. she realized that by getting those dumb, yellow star stickers on her notebooks, all her family members would then gather and then applauds her. when she have those stickers, she'll finally have a family. so she devotes herself to studying, practically sweeping off all those trophies for best marks and even best student of the year. each year, when ha-im gets herself those trophies, she'll wonder why her mom and dad never showed up at the ceremony and why only her brother would be there but hands itching to touch his phone and do something more fun than watching his own sister gets all those trophies that one could only ever dream of.
though ha-im isn't actually popular in school because of her dancing abilities, most people knew of her past status as the star of the school's gymnastic team. she was everyone's favorite, even managing to go into international-level competitions once. after be-friending hoseok through her brother, hoseok proposed the idea of being in his underground dance group. for months after she agreed, she'll train with hoseok and feels like she finally belonged somewhere. the members of the dance group, neuron, treats her like one of them and makes her feel at home. because of this, ha-im had grown to love dancing and anticipates each and every day of training -- part of it is, of course, because hoseok would be there with her. when she'd heard that hoseok is trying out to become a trainee to actually debut in a group, ha-im felt like something is taken away from her.
and then hoseok proposed another life-changing idea, "why don't you, too, become a trainee? you do love dancing, right? and you are good at it!"
two months after his proposal, meet ra ha-im, lucky cat's trainee, ex-member of underground dance group, neuron, scouted during a dance battle.
though ha-im isn't actually popular in school because of her dancing abilities, most people knew of her past status as the star of the school's gymnastic team. she was everyone's favorite, even managing to go into international-level competitions once. after be-friending hoseok through her brother, hoseok proposed the idea of being in his underground dance group. for months after she agreed, she'll train with hoseok and feels like she finally belonged somewhere. the members of the dance group, neuron, treats her like one of them and makes her feel at home. because of this, ha-im had grown to love dancing and anticipates each and every day of training -- part of it is, of course, because hoseok would be there with her. when she'd heard that hoseok is trying out to become a trainee to actually debut in a group, ha-im felt like something is taken away from her.
and then hoseok proposed another life-changing idea, "why don't you, too, become a trainee? you do love dancing, right? and you are good at it!"
two months after his proposal, meet ra ha-im, lucky cat's trainee, ex-member of underground dance group, neuron, scouted during a dance battle.
likes : k-dramas centred on studying, studying, the studyblr tag on tumblr, cute stationeries, notebooks.
dislikes : the sun, anything that is stereotyped or cliche, being left alone, gourmet foods, anything with msg in it, iggy azalea.
habits and hobbies : touching her earlobe when she's nervous (which is often), rolling her eyes at any given situation, regardless of others' impression on her if she does that and cracking her fingers, also at any given time & people-watching, reading labels on bottles and candy wrappers, memorizing rap verses, memorizing one's quirks to imitate it later.
dislikes : the sun, anything that is stereotyped or cliche, being left alone, gourmet foods, anything with msg in it, iggy azalea.
habits and hobbies : touching her earlobe when she's nervous (which is often), rolling her eyes at any given situation, regardless of others' impression on her if she does that and cracking her fingers, also at any given time & people-watching, reading labels on bottles and candy wrappers, memorizing rap verses, memorizing one's quirks to imitate it later.
others :
? she would never call you oppa, regardless of your age difference. it's either the formal, -sshi or sunbae. she calls hoseok by his name because he doesn't mind but she mostly uses formal honorifics with older people.
? she doesn't like small kids or toddlers because she's afraid of dropping them, making them cry, not living up to their standards. really, they're scary.. little kids.
? she had never owned any pets and isn't looking forward to owning one. she thinks they're as scary as kids, too.
? she uses to model for an online clothing shop, called schoolbus-co. no one knows it was her but rumors surfaced once her debut.
? she is very picky when it comes to food, sometimes not even eating anything because none of the food on the menu is her style.
? she prefers going on public transportations than personal cars or vehicles. it gives her more alone time, as she'd like to say.
? her favorite phrase, of all time, is "my head hurts" although her head isn't hurting in the slightest.
? she listens to songs by playlists. she probably have over 100+ playlists saved in both her phone and mp3 and listens to them according to mood.
? she really likes seo kangjoon.
? she thinks people with vibrant hair colors are cool and she should really try them out one day.
? she spouts off quotes on a daily basis, half of them she doesn't even know the meaning of.
? she never wear watches.
? she brings a bottle of water anywhere she goes.
? she had said on a talk show that she would only date hoseok if she were to date an idol and that's only because hoseok had seen her ate crayons before.
? she eats the weirdest things. green paint? okay! 0.5 pencil lead? i'm on it! crayons??? nice! she even drank a whole cup of... paint.. water... during.. arts class... in middle school because she wanted people to stop staring...
? she doesn't like small kids or toddlers because she's afraid of dropping them, making them cry, not living up to their standards. really, they're scary.. little kids.
? she had never owned any pets and isn't looking forward to owning one. she thinks they're as scary as kids, too.
? she uses to model for an online clothing shop, called schoolbus-co. no one knows it was her but rumors surfaced once her debut.
? she is very picky when it comes to food, sometimes not even eating anything because none of the food on the menu is her style.
? she prefers going on public transportations than personal cars or vehicles. it gives her more alone time, as she'd like to say.
? her favorite phrase, of all time, is "my head hurts" although her head isn't hurting in the slightest.
? she listens to songs by playlists. she probably have over 100+ playlists saved in both her phone and mp3 and listens to them according to mood.
? she really likes seo kangjoon.
? she thinks people with vibrant hair colors are cool and she should really try them out one day.
? she spouts off quotes on a daily basis, half of them she doesn't even know the meaning of.
? she never wear watches.
? she brings a bottle of water anywhere she goes.
? she had said on a talk show that she would only date hoseok if she were to date an idol and that's only because hoseok had seen her ate crayons before.
? she eats the weirdest things. green paint? okay! 0.5 pencil lead? i'm on it! crayons??? nice! she even drank a whole cup of... paint.. water... during.. arts class... in middle school because she wanted people to stop staring...
family :
ra ha-on ( 라하온 ) + 23 years old + famous photographer ( FC: CHA EUNWOO, ASTRO )with ha-on being her only sibling, people would think they're close to each other. ever since they're little, despite having only a little between them, ha-on despises ha-im. he thinks she took all the love from the family, what with her being the smarter child and all. although so, he can't just downright avoids her -- she's still his sister, afterall. so, in more ways than one, he bullies ha-im (in a totally friendly way, don't worry.) but that's exactly the reason why ha-im hates him.
if he calls for ha-im, it's most probably to ask her to run errands for him. when she debuted, he's proud but his mouth says otherwise. when news of her group topping charts, he printed copies of the article and shows it to everyone but in front of ha-im, he said their song doesn't deserve the all-kills. ha-im couldn't understand him and ha-on hopes ha-im will forever not understand him.
( * her mother and father aren't important presence in her life, so i didn't write up any infos about them. if you still need them, then i'll add them up! )
( * her mother and father aren't important presence in her life, so i didn't write up any infos about them. if you still need them, then i'll add them up! )
friends :
jung hoseok ( 정호석 ) + 23 years old + idol, member of bts.
ha-im certainly isn't fond of hoseok's company the first time they met. what with the bad reputation that her brother's friends always have, she's pretty sure that hoseok is also one of them. he's different, though, always being nice to her and is persistent in wanting to be her friend. there's no other way for ha-im to avoid him because he keeps coming over, so they sort-of become friends.
after joining neuron, it's not a weird sight to see hoseok lying on ha-im's lap, taking a nap while the younger girl watches dance tutorial videos on youtube. for the longest time, hoseok and ha-im is seen as a thing to the other members. neither of them mind or bother to correct the others as both of them had a phase where they had a crush on each other. for now, they're friends?? who acts like they're definitely something more??
after joining neuron, it's not a weird sight to see hoseok lying on ha-im's lap, taking a nap while the younger girl watches dance tutorial videos on youtube. for the longest time, hoseok and ha-im is seen as a thing to the other members. neither of them mind or bother to correct the others as both of them had a phase where they had a crush on each other. for now, they're friends?? who acts like they're definitely something more??
min eungseong ( 민은성 ) + 21 years old + idol, member of juniper.
when ha-im first steps into the practice room, the only trainee that is inside the said room was eungseong. ha-im being ha-im, she doesn't make any move to befriend the younger girl and seeing as how they girl is very comfortably lying on her stomach, on the floor, she could guess that this girl had been here longer. if it's not for eungseong's politeness, they wouldn't have been friends now. she'd realized ha-im's presence and went, “oh! yeay, a new friend! what's your name?”
ha-im honestly is fond of eungseong's company, but she's also keeping a lot of things from the younger girl. with eungseong being bubbly and likeable, she's afraid the girl would leave once her other sides are revealed and she'll be left alone again. ha-im is also very cautious around eungseong, not wanting the latter to see her weaknesses. they may looked close, but eungseong realized she doesn't know anything about ha-im, at all.
ha-im honestly is fond of eungseong's company, but she's also keeping a lot of things from the younger girl. with eungseong being bubbly and likeable, she's afraid the girl would leave once her other sides are revealed and she'll be left alone again. ha-im is also very cautious around eungseong, not wanting the latter to see her weaknesses. they may looked close, but eungseong realized she doesn't know anything about ha-im, at all.
others :
gong cheolbin ( 공철빈 ) + 21 years old + idol, member of juniper.
when ha-im first saw the girl, she'd think of cheolbin as pretty. very pretty. at that time, she had nothing against the girl. cheolbin is very nice to everyone and everyone seemed to like her. when rumors about ha-im being scouted to become the ‘visual without talent’ member, ha-im gets pretty mad about it. why only her? cheolbin's talents aren't that superior, too, but why only her? from that day onwards, ha-im had disliked cheolbin, although it's not her fault.
seeing cheolbin also in the line-up for juniper, ha-im almost quitted. she really did think about it. she doesn't want her fans to know about the silent rivalry that she's having with cheolbin (who have no idea that they're even having a rivalry). she doesn't want to have to face cheolbin and be remembered of the nasty comments and remarks thrown her way during trainee days. hoseok told her to be nice to cheolbin but ha-im couldn't get herself to do so, so she mostly just avoids any interactions with cheolbin. they're certainly awkward with each other, though cheolbin tries hard to lessen it.
seeing cheolbin also in the line-up for juniper, ha-im almost quitted. she really did think about it. she doesn't want her fans to know about the silent rivalry that she's having with cheolbin (who have no idea that they're even having a rivalry). she doesn't want to have to face cheolbin and be remembered of the nasty comments and remarks thrown her way during trainee days. hoseok told her to be nice to cheolbin but ha-im couldn't get herself to do so, so she mostly just avoids any interactions with cheolbin. they're certainly awkward with each other, though cheolbin tries hard to lessen it.
seo kang-joon ( 서강준 ) + 24 years old + actor, member of 5urprise ha-im have no idea when was the first time she laid eyes on this perfect specimen, but she's pretty sure that he was her first love. before knowing seo kang-joon (from dramas, cfs) the only guy that she thinks of as good-looking and would date is hoseok. after knowing him, though, hoseok is downgraded to merely a friend that she wouldn't mind dating, but would ditch for seo kang-joon.
after her debut, she tries hard to keep her obsession with him intact and away from public knowledge but all that goes down the drain when hoseok, seo kang-joon and herself guested on the same show. hoseok had blabbed about her obsession and how he sometimes gets jealous about it and ha-im tries her hardest to not get embarassed about it, but seo kang-joon is really cool about it, though maybe a little flustered. although he offered to become friends with ha-im, ha-im gets really nervous about it and still thinks of him as this untouchable human god that she can only admire from afar.
after her debut, she tries hard to keep her obsession with him intact and away from public knowledge but all that goes down the drain when hoseok, seo kang-joon and herself guested on the same show. hoseok had blabbed about her obsession and how he sometimes gets jealous about it and ha-im tries her hardest to not get embarassed about it, but seo kang-joon is really cool about it, though maybe a little flustered. although he offered to become friends with ha-im, ha-im gets really nervous about it and still thinks of him as this untouchable human god that she can only admire from afar.
stage name : ha-im ( 하임 )
position : first lead dancer, vocalist
talent twins :
the ark's kim yuna.
trainee duration : 2 years and 5 months 2014 - 2016
trainee life :
when she first stepped into lucky cat, though the company isn't packed with trainees, HA-IM IS LOOKED DOWN UPON. she looked unfazed by anything, easily seen as the ‘snob’, who's only a trainee to debut as a stage presence member. when she said she could do anything -- dance, sing and rap, though she's a dance focus member, the bad comments gets out of hand. some of the trainees even planned on getting her kicked out because of how she's behaving around them. regardless of their treatment, ha-im showed extreme determination in wanting to debut and train harder than most of them in sing and rap. as for dance, ha-im even choreographes her own dance steps, getting her more recognition than others. when the history of her as an ex-gymnast and ex-member of an underground dance group surfaced, the trainees decided to leave her alone, then, because she'd manage to prove herself. no, the bullying isn't that severe -- it's mainly glares and constant cold shoulders or hiding her shoes and coats; nothing ha-im can't deal with, anyway.
username and nickname : namjoonists & aeli.
comments / questions / concerns : hi!! omg it's been years since i last applied for girl group fics?? idk i really like the name of the group ok and i decided on applying bc why not!!!!! if there's anything wrong or out of place that i'd seemed to overlook, pls tell me so i could fix it!!!
comments / questions / concerns : hi!! omg it's been years since i last applied for girl group fics?? idk i really like the name of the group ok and i decided on applying bc why not!!!!! if there's anything wrong or out of place that i'd seemed to overlook, pls tell me so i could fix it!!!
scene suggestions :
? ha-im and the girls on any variety shows, honestly, but popular ones are preferred, like running man!! the return of superman!!
? juniper having their own show?? like a day showing their life and such. e.g bangtan's rookie king, 2ne1's 2ne1 tv, apink's apink diary, monsta x's right now??
? juniper covering a song for like an event!! like, mama or golden disk.. yeah.. you get me. or just events like gayo daejun or gayo daechukjae would be fine!!
? really, really ugly scene where juniper found out that there's an anti-fansite for them?? like, they read all those nasty comments and those edits so they're all really sad about it?
? ha-im getting pranked on her birthday by the other members!! preferably pranks that could make her cry, like the members ignoring her or acting like they didn't know it was her birthday / gets her scolded by the leader or the dance instructor.
? ha-im broadcasts herself studying on v app live and suddenly gains recognition for being a good student model / good idol / good public figure???
? ha-im getting to mc together with hoseok!!!! kyaa!! for any music shows, really, lol as long as they.. toGETHER!!
? ha-im writing down really, really sad sentences on their official twitter account and scaring the outta the fans for their 1st monthsary and ha-im ending it with saying that she's just sad that one of her members took her cookies.
? ha-im and hoseok guesting on a show together like pls pls pls!! omg!!! and then they constantly get snarky comments that makes them awkward, like "you guys fit each other well!!" and "hoseok hv u thought of dating ha-im?" and hoseok's like "OH YEA OF COURSE" AND HA-im's just downright disgusted like "no ew wth jung horseok"
? excessive shipping of hoseok && ha-im makes them both feel kinda.. awkward with each other so they kinda drifted away??? and then fans were like rlly scared that their friendship are broken bc of their shipping so they bombards both of the idol with rlly cute gifts, saying sorry and such?????!
? excessive shipping of hoseok && ha-im makes them both feel kinda.. awkward with each other so they kinda drifted away??? and then fans were like rlly scared that their friendship are broken bc of their shipping so they bombards both of the idol with rlly cute gifts, saying sorry and such?????!
pASSWORD : hands up because of the awesome rap.
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