I KNOW I SHOULDN’T TALK ABOUT THIS EVER AGAIN BUT I JUST WANT TO LET OUT WHAT’S ON MY MIND AND WHAT I’M FEELING INSIDE MY HEART. I THINK I’M GOING CRAZY AND DOWN EVERYDAY AND EVERY SECOND. I CAN’T TALK ABOUT THIS TO JUST ANYBODY. THOUGH I “HATE” YOU, I STILL CAN’T LET THE PUBLIC TO JUDGE YOU NOR ME. YEAH, THIS SO-CALLED PRIDE STILL WANTED TO PROTECT YOU. DAMN! HOW I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH. IT’S HURTING AND IT’S PAINFUL JUST TO KNOW THAT I WASN’T THE ONE THAT CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY, THAT I WASN’T THE REASON BEHIND YOUR SMILE AND LAUGHTER NOW. I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU, I’M SORRY I CAN’T HOLD IT ANYMORE. I’M FALLING APART DAY BY DAY. THIS LITTLE EGO IN ME, JUST WANT TO PROTECT MY HEART AND MY SOUL FROM DYING. YEAH, I SHUT MY WORLD FROM YOU. I’M SO SORRY ABOUT THAT. IT’S NOT EASY FOR ME TO PRETEND “IT’S OKAY”, “I’M FINE”, “NAHHH… I’M ALRIGHT”, “LET’S BE FRIENDS”. I WAS BLEEDING INSIDE EVERY SINGLE TIME AND I’M STILL STRUGGLING TO MOVE ON UNTIL NOW. WELL, WHEN WE WERE STILL “US”, IT TOOK SOME TIME FOR YOU TO BE OPENLY ADMITTING WE’RE DATING IF YOU GET WHAT I MEAN. I WONDER IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME ANYWAY. LOL. PLEASE KNOW THAT, I WAS SILENTY HOPING YOU’LL LOOK AT MY WAY DURING THE FIRST FEW MONTHS WE BROKE UP. BUT THEN I CAME TO KNOW, YOU’RE HAVING A GREAT TIME WITH SOMEONE ELSE. I’M GLAD TO FINALLY KNOW THAT YOU HAVE FOUND YOUR KNIGHT. YEAH… I WISH IT WILL BE THAT EASY FOR ME TO FALL IN LOVE. NO WONDER YOU NEVER REPLY MY 143. I PRAY FOR THE BEST TO HAPPEN TO THE BOTH OF YOU. JUST SO YOU KNOW, I NEVER CHANGE MY FEELINGS FOR YOU. I WAITED FOR YOU BUT I GUESS THIS IS THE END. I DON’T WANT TO HURT OTHER PEOPLE (YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHO) AND I DON’T WANT TO HURT MYSELF AGAIN. I’M DONE HOLDING ON. I’M TIRED AND I WANT TO MOVE ON. LASTLY, I WANT YOU TO RESPECT MY PRIVACY TOO. PLEASE DELETE EVERY SINGLE PICTURE OF ME AND MY SON. YOU NO LONGER HAVE THE RIGHTS TO DO SO. AS MUCH AS I RESPECT YOUR PRIVACY, SAME THING APPLIED. LET’S JUST LEAVE THE PAST IN THE PAST.