I just realized I was the fool who stands in the rain waiting for the person to look back at me. The same person who gave so much hope and make me whole again, the person who said she’ll never do the same as my ex. The person that said she loves me to the moon and back. The first person I told my son as his mother. Hahahahaha... Funny! When I was ready to give up everything that I own, thanks to you for breaking my heart.

Let me be honest to you. I’m so in love with you. I’m deeply and madly in love with you. I fall so hard for you. I thought that you feel the same when you give yourself to me. LOLs. Tell me frankly; have you ever feel happy when we’re still together? Was that saying of I LOVE YOU only lies? Was that looks in your eyes only my hallucination? Am I really the small stone that gets on your way to your diamond?

I’m so sorry. I’m really sorry for wasting your time. I’m so sorry because I can’t give you more than my heart. I’m sorry that I can only lend you my ears. Most of all, I’m sorry that I can’t be there for you in times you needed me. It will be our first anniversary in just few days. But, I will not take more of your time ever again. I hope I can do just about anything to pay back all those precious times I took away from you.

For the last time, tolong halalkan every single things that I and my son received from you. I will never regret for anything that ever happened between us except those precious things I took away. I’m glad now that I will never be on your way to your diamond anymore. I’m happy you have found your true happiness.

I thank you for the wonderful and great memories. Thank you for your endless supports. Thank you for being my greatest inspirations. Thank you for being the most wonderful mother to my son. Thank you for everything. My son and I wish to express our heartiest THANK YOU for everything.

p/s: Hey, I don’t think we can ever be friends since the feelings will always be there. It surely will be awkward too right? Nahhh... Don’t worry. I won’t be there if you’re there. For those who know about me and you, I hope they will keep it as secret. Please don’t get anybody wrong by this post.