I've about had it with men...

*Sigh*  ... Seriously, I think I've about had it with guys.  

 

You know when you give every ounce of yourself into a relationship that you're deathly afraid of throwing yourself into?  Afraid that, most likely, you're only going to be heartbroken at the end?  However, you're intent with keeping yourself in that storm, because it may turn into something beautiful... leaving you atoudingly breathless? 

You're trying your best to keep that fire in your relationship alive, you're giving you 100% being into it.  Yet, unfortunately, that person isn't doing the same.  He/she still want to be with you, but still, they're not fully into it like you are.  

Call me over-emotional, over-passionate, over-bearing... whatever... but when I love, I love with everything that I am.  I just don't see why he doesn't see that.  I mean, why can't he just hold my hand in public whenever we're together?  Why do I have to remind him to do that everytime?  Why can't he just call me, instead of texting me?  I love hearing his voice... and he tells me he loves hearing mine...  Why can't he just do these normal boyfriend things without me contantly reminding him?  He told me that he loves me, and I love him... but why doesn't he act like it?  

 

I may be confused... I don't know...

 

 

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Archibald
#1
and here i am, never had a boyfriend till now.
not like it does matter though, 'all' (including my family members) man that i've seen are either j3rks or just plain assh0le.
Nobody801
#2
hmm it is your first romance?
ask him why is he like that ?
im sad because its seem like he didn't giving effort or doing his duty as your boyfriend..
for now just have an heart to heart talk with him. tell him what u wrote in this blog.
fanficsarelife
#3
Tbh guys don't seem that interested in romance, from my experience all the guys i have dated are just s after the same thing... 1 thing
coresplinter #4
First relationship? Shy?
sunfany_24 #5

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