"I hope we could still be friends, right?"

Alone in the dark cold, thinking about us, the memories, the happiness, and i wondered "what happened?"....

"What did i do wrong?....Why did our love fell apart?.....Why did it end when we were so happy?"  Those questions occur to me when your back was facing me. Tears clouded my eyes as i choke back the sobs. Walking away from you was the most horrible thing, but i couldn't help it. We Are Over.... Minutes went by, so did hours...and then it finally hit me like lightening. I was alone with you, our old memories in my heart rekindled. Each memory displayed in the walls of my room as I slowly stared into each memory. Wiping my tears, knowing nothing will fix this break up, I end up sleeping as I weep. Days quickly transformed into a black and white movie, there was no longer color in my eyes as the vividness of our days began to fade. The urge of wanting to call you haunts me to this day but instead my brain told myself that it was useless, just move on, you don’t deserve him. My brain was the underdog, telling me I was better and I don’t need to be sorry for myself when I can change for the better. So I did when i finally step outside to go shopping, i walk into the streets where you and me like to walk at, listening to the music that you showed me on our first date. "But guess you aren't over him,huh?" I ask myself as I stared at the sky. Continually walking back home, I discarded every item that belonged to him as my heart was tearing up and my mind went blank. “A new me huh?, I guess" I thought as I breathe and begin to move forward into a better life.

Breaks up aren't easy when it is meant to break you or your loved one, leaving one or the other in horrible wreck. It means to regain your spirit and move forward because life is a ocean and there is other fishes in the sea. And you’re the better person and you’re the one incharge of your life, go change it 💕

Inspired by Wong Fu Productions short film "After Us"