sometimes, maybe it would be better to let things you wanted to say remain unsaid in your heart. no matter how close 2 friends are, there are a lot of things should not be said. you may think those can be said but in actual fact, it should not...people like me, should not even say much...i notice no matter what i said, it would still be wrong

just stay quiet and keep doing...that's about it.  i've told myself not to say sorry but in the end you'll still need to say it as you're just something to be used...