Failure

I must be a failure...looks like i am one...

Whether i am a student, employee, daughter, sister or a friend...i failed miserably....

 

when im a student, all i know is skip class, fail in every subjects that i hate. never do revision during exam. spelling test, 8 out of 10 sure wrong...

as an employee, i din respect my boss and probably all i know is only polish her shoes that's why everyone hates me...no matter how much i do it's useless...maybe it's just not good enough. they may say u r good and all but that's because the one in the same position as you is lousier than you...that's why i am good. there's no one can be compare...

as a daughter...all i know is make her angry upset with whatever im doing...raised my voice shows her my bad face of expression. what's the point of feeling guilty after making a mistake...

yes i am his elder sister, but he looks like a brother...just to scan a few pictures, get to listened loads of awful words from him. i failed to be a sister that worth to be respect of. if im good he would have respect me as a sister.

even as a friend, i failed badly. perhaps i never know how to appreciate a friend. for a friend im willing to do a lot...but in the end, ill end up being called 'naive' 'childish' 'selfish' maybe im really that kind of a person..

 

whatever i do...im still a failure...TT-TT

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nya_moe #1
unnie.. you are not a failure! never said that..<br />
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don't be sad. Evelyn unnie that I know is a strong girl.. you may see yourself as a failure, but you are not!<br />
things might be worst for you nowadays, and I hate it how I cannot cheer you up! but unnieeee things will be better! you might be in the dark but soon you will see the light! I wish I can cheer you up, unniee.. <br />
please don't see yourself that way. <br />
let me give you a hugggggg!!! cheer up unniee! I will try to get on msn soon, school is killing me!! hehhhhh... I remembered you told me you got highest score at the school!! heheehe.. didn't you remember I always say 'I'M PROUD OF YOU' and 'I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR FANS' forever I will, unniiee! remember you still have me!!
SpeechofSilence
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Don't worry, EVERYONE has failed in their times. Sometimes, things just are't meant to be. And some people find doing something easier than others. Like people find graphic designing their thing and don't like writing as much and vice versa. Life is complicated and it never came with an instruction booklet. I don't believe that people fail at anything. It's just they can't do it or something. Be positive and everything can be changed. It's not the end of the world.
celestineblue #3
this may be a small little thing...but im living in a small little world of my own, and for me, i'd failed badly. i know it would be better if i look in a positive way...but sometimes, this it's the only way i can voice out my problem...as i really have no one to talk to...