Failure
I must be a failure...looks like i am one...
Whether i am a student, employee, daughter, sister or a friend...i failed miserably....
when im a student, all i know is skip class, fail in every subjects that i hate. never do revision during exam. spelling test, 8 out of 10 sure wrong...
as an employee, i din respect my boss and probably all i know is only polish her shoes that's why everyone hates me...no matter how much i do it's useless...maybe it's just not good enough. they may say u r good and all but that's because the one in the same position as you is lousier than you...that's why i am good. there's no one can be compare...
as a daughter...all i know is make her angry upset with whatever im doing...raised my voice shows her my bad face of expression. what's the point of feeling guilty after making a mistake...
yes i am his elder sister, but he looks like a brother...just to scan a few pictures, get to listened loads of awful words from him. i failed to be a sister that worth to be respect of. if im good he would have respect me as a sister.
even as a friend, i failed badly. perhaps i never know how to appreciate a friend. for a friend im willing to do a lot...but in the end, ill end up being called 'naive' 'childish' 'selfish' maybe im really that kind of a person..
whatever i do...im still a failure...TT-TT
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