So, hi. Here i am writing this because i suddenly thought about you. today is 9/12/14 Tuesday. meaning i just finished my biggest exams last two weeks. back to the point, i just want to write that i miss you.

i know we met on last Friday. But, the sickness is contagious. The feeling of not seeing someone after few days when we have been the same routine together for the past 600 days. yup. doing the same routine for 600 days together, and suddenly your existence makes me feel so empty. I am used to see you everyday.

I missed everything. thank goodness, God heard my thoughts. I got a message from her. I am not the type who would text people first because i thought i will annoy them.  Turned out she needs someone to talk. so i keep the conversation on, she was talking about how her old friends treat her. She kind of sad and mad. Therefore, i help her out, give my suggestions, telling her that i will support her from behind and made joke with her. finally she laughed. :

Can I see you everyday? Can i be there when you need me? Can i be always your shoulder or the person that you need to talk when you are having a hard times? Can i be the one that comes to your mind if you want to tell a news? Can i be someone that you won't forget easily? Can i be your favorite memories and moments? Can i be the person that you would share all your happiness and sadness? Can i give you everything? Can i be able to not break your heart? Can i become your most important person to you? Can i smell your scent everyday? Can i?

Dear, this might sounds like a lover's letter to her lover. but i am writing this from a perspective view of a friend. I wonder how can people forget you easily but i can confirm you that, i am not like them. How can i forget you just like that from what you have done or help me? How can i just ignore that? Those kind of tiny things you did to me, it lasts forever in my mind. 

Later, when you found the right guy that you are going to spend your lifetime with, please live happily. tell me if he broke your heart. i will sure cut off his into pieces and let those piranhas eat them. 

Sincerely, yours.