First post of 2015. I know I'm quite late. 

Last Thursday 26/3, we went for a movie date. Few days before, Tuesday to be exact, i was skyping with him. My favourite guy since primary school. We were skyping and he mention "my gf bla bla bla" for the first time, in our skype. Like, before this he would never answer a question about his love life. He always changed the topic whenever someone asked about it.

Suddenly I became so quiet through the whole game. I did not say anything. I'm just surprised and ing heartbroken. 

But the main plot of this post is, hours later i asked for Her to watch movie with me. She said ok. So, the next day, i went to buy tix and she asked for a twin seats; which makes me excited to the max. On Thursday, I finally met her after months. We hugged and went to the cinema. She was so excited with the couple seat I bought. There are few couples sitting 2 seats away from us got escorted by the staffs. She got jealous lol. In addition, only us the two girls on the couple seat section, like others come in pair. 

She then declared herself as "bi". Twice. "We're bi anyways". I'm out of words. I just stay silent. The thing is, if you're bi, i know a guy you like, but what about the girl? Who's it? Was it me? I realised at the moment, she was right. I'm right. I'm bi too. I love him and I can't resist her too. We enjoyed the whole movie. Not much skinship happens. She just literally hold my hand and when the movie ended, we don't want to leave the hall. She kinda put her head on me. Walking down the stairs, she wrapped her hands around my arms. I got dragged to toilet but i refused and in the end i had to hold her stuffs and waited for her outside. 

We then headed to borders. She was looking for a book. And again, while i was in other row, i got dragged again to the counter to accompany her ordering books. While having lunch, she talked a lot. And lots of advices when I'm in uni later. She said "take care of yourself from bangla, dont get hypnotised".

Hey, now is 3.05am. I miss you so bad.