I would like everyone to see my opinion about how Exo-Ls matured. I, myself is a huge fan of Exo and I like to burn my anger by writing so I'm gonna write you a lengthy essay.

 

Where should we start? Oh yes, that fateful day. May 15th 2014. Exo's Kris filled a lawsuit. I was very shocked when I came back home from school that day. No words could express my remorse. I didn't cry but my heart was feeling SO HEAVY. It felt like it was broken, which was new for me.

After that, I kept on reading the news the following days. I was a very new Kpop fan at that time. I just finished watching EXO's Showtime. Sometimes, I felt like I wanted to leave the fandom. 

But I didn't which surprised me. I realized that I'm with EXO till the very end so I stayed. My bias was Lulu and I loved HunHan so much that I hated XiuHan. So I guess I'm one of those delulu shippers.

Back to the point.

Well, to be honest when I was watching EXO, I had a bad feeling about Kris, I guess I was right. I knew he would leave. He just gave this feeling of wanting to leave. It may not make sense, since it's hard to describe. I kinda hated Kris for leaving before their first solo concert. Now, I don't follow him like EXO but I do support him. I would also gladly welcome him back.

After that storm, the fandom kinda fell apart. So I became very interested in other fandoms like SNSD, Super Junior, Red Velvet, Apink, Girl's Day, IU etc..

But despite learning the names of all groups mentioned above. Nobody really took the place of Exo. But I ignored the updates of them from time to time. A lot of fansites were closing down too.

I was getting into RV so much that I felt like a real fan again. I was happy with RV. They had so much potential so I stanned them. 

But my world came crashing down again. Jessica happens to be my bias in GG (real bummer) it was like Exo again. Sica is still my Number 1 Female UB, and nothings gonna change that. If Sica goes solo, I'll want a JungSis unit.

Then I drifted back to EXO, I started being a dedicated fan of them again. I was really scared at that time for Lulu. Because I felt the vibe that he wanted to leave. Being an avid fan of Lulu, I was really scared. 

Things started to get fishy once Lulu got into a hospital then he didn't go to the SMTOWN concert. I knew he would leave. I was just scared when the news finally hit.

Oh yeah we got our fandom name that time and I thought things were better now.

Guess they weren't.

I understood the reasons of Lulu. So there weren't any bitter feelings (I'm joking here..) It was here that all Exo Ls became mature. I understood why. It was to fight for our boys. Even if we were labeled as the worst fandom, we were one all throughout the many concerts, tours, scandals, rumors of Exo. 

But I still couldn't face my own fandom so I went to multifandom fan after that. I think 2 months passed by when I started being a fan of them again. I picked Kai as my new bias (it didn't feel right). Even if I didn't know the many updates of Exo during that time span of 2 months, I still defended them from the haters. 

 

I'm not your average fan, I guess. 

 

When the Mama awards came, I saw it on Youtube thanks to the comments of Elfs saying they wanted SJ to win the daesangs. I started voting for Exo and giving roses to Exo only. I spent a lot of time on that. I just kept on thinking that I wanted them to see that we Exo Ls still care, we didn't disappear. Instead we grew stronger and the fake ones were left behind (in your face fake es!) 

I was so happy that everyday Exo would win on the Most Supported Star. Until Winner, Got7, GG, Elfs came. 

By that time I knew where my fandom was, and I was determined to make them win. 

Well, we only won the votes on Song of The Year daesang. This was my first Mama awards (I swear I bookmarked their page) so I was wondering where was Album of The Year. I didn't know where the voting for that daesang was, so I guessed there wasn't any Album of The Year Award (I was soooo wrong)

Well, I sacrificed 3 hours of sleep just to watch MAMA awards. I wasn't expecting 4 awards grand total. I was sooooo happy, I literally cried like a baby when all the members gave their speeches (I was laughing at Lay's since he looked like a rapper xD) That was the best moment for me. 

Next day, butthurt fans were calling Exo for not deserving those awards. I was so angry that I replied to every comment then erased it back since I knew I was better than that. I swear it was so stupid. Their reasons were so annoying and butthurt that it was screaming Bitter all over.

Well, that's where I noticed my brethren doubled and fansites that were closed, opened back again. I also noticed how calm my fellow Exo Ls were when replying to those awful comments. 

I smiled.

Exo Ls didn't deserve the title of Worst Fandom now. Elfs do. Yes most of the hate were from Exo's sunbaes fans that can't accept the fact Exo won, fair and square. 

I love SJ but I'm laughing at their butthurt fans. Elfs are the peace makers of Kpop. Kiss my . The mask has fallen off everybody. 

Haha. I liked the picture of Exo celebrating their win (probably Gramps treating). I would love to thank all those ELFS who despise Exo and follow them around like dogs. You made my boys the most popular kpop group out there. 

I may sound hypocritical right now but I don't care. A lot of Elfs trash talked Exo. Now I'm not gonna trash talk SJ since I respect them a lot. Imma be cool about it. Karma's a anyways.

I just want to say, I am proud to be a fan of this legendary group, called Exo. 

To all my EXO Ls out there that never let go, I ing love you. Thanks for staying :) This year started bad. But with our strength we were able to end it with a bang. A victory. And it's all thanks to all of us and Exo that endured the hardwork. Let's continue supporting Exo next year ok? 2015 is Exo's year. 

We are one, we are EXO L! Saranghae Exo! 

 

 

PS: Have you seen their teaser? Ot12 is in it. :) Thank you. Really! thanks for defending our boys :D I swear I'll never let go now. We should rest, I can tell 2015 will be a busy year! ;))))