It's been awhile since I've wrote a blog here.
Sorry, I've been so freaking busy.
I have two ongoing projects: one where I'm a teen druggie that dropped out [Paper & Thought]
and the other where I'm a 22 year old mom who relies on drugs and drinking [Kid Angels].

Now today, has been a really long day. I'm pretty sure I had my contacts in longer than when I'm supposed to ...
well it's not like I do it 24/7, so I should be fine lol

I woke up at 6AM because we had to drive to Lake Balboa for Paper & Thought's photoshoot.
I had my contacts in at around 8AM and took them out at 11:25-ishPM. 14 hours //dies
Wow, now I know what it feels like to work in the entertainment/acting industry.
And I also know how it feels to play a dramatic character.
I thank Team B's live performance with English subs (lol) for getting my emotional side ready XD
I have two more scenes (Kid Angels) to film (tomorrow) and I'm done! ^^

In my last scene (Kid Angels) for today, I had tears in my eyes and I can hear my friend (the director) sniffling in the back seat of her car. (You'll be able to see the film either next Friday or Saturday)
And I was sort of screaming and I think I almost had a slight panic attack so I told myself,
"Remember, the character can lose control. It's the actor itself that cannot lose control."
When I acted that out, I felt like I was in the car alone and then I heard the sniffling and I was like, 'Oh right I'm filming this.' And then I thought, 'When do I stop?' XDDD

So okay, maybe after this (maybe lol), I'm going to sleep because I am ing exhausted OTL

Kid Angels, fighting!