Valentines Day....hmmm..too bad got no date LOL :P

I miss having someone during Valentines...

I miss him..(i'm just so pathetic right?)

I was just thinking if we didn't broke up, what would we be doing right now?

dinner, movies, date at a park, just spending our time at the mall together...how i wish nah how i hope...

I just sound so PATHETIC!! darn the tears!

Well anyways i spent my day thinking about SJ-M Perfection, wondering how the song would be like

how hyukkie will rap...i am really excited all through out the day forgetting about the stupid date thing for valentines..

at 8pm i tuned in to hit fm to wait for SJ-M Perfection they did not fail all the fan girls waiting but DAMN IT (sorry for the word and more swear words coming i need this all out)

That stupid ing FEMALE DJ just keeps on inrerrupting the song! She even talked so long during hyuk's rapping part!

She super got me pissed off but thanks to those people who editted out HER stupid voice and now SJ-M perfection is on LOOP!!!

yeah i was happy so happy listening to it but then again mood went super down when hyuk said a little goodbye cause he'll be going to participate in SJ-M's activities which means i won't be able to se him during SUKIRA>>> T_________T

I understand that he has to do but just thinking about not seeing him for a long time makes my heart break...I'm gonna miss my dearest beb (what a lam name to call him right LOL XD) but yeah he said this on Valentines day...

All day i thought this day will end happily even without being with someone...but i was all wrong now i'm so sad with everything and doesn't know how to get my my up back...the worst thing is i think this mood will last not just for tonight but for a longer time a week or so or maybe i will feel better once hyukkie comes back...

SO STUPID of me for feeling this...ugh! T______________T

I'm SO GONNA MISS HIM EVEN if it's just for a while..>T_________T<